魁暗王子

你们讲得出，我做到

2010-08-20T13:52:00.000-07:00

我想在这里澄清一些事情
在我们第一次吵架时
你还记得你说过的话吗？

我说：“我两年来所做的都是白费的！”
你说：“我忍你很久了，我们不需要你的关心，不需要你的帮忙，不需要你的帮助！”

你们一定记得的，我是记得很清楚。。。
你们讲得出，我做得到

现在我不帮你们，你们返回来骂我？

当初我们有讨论谁当leader吗？〉〉没有
当初我有说我们一定要同一组吗？〉〉没有
当初你们有告诉我你们有问题吗？〉〉没有

我每次都有问你们，做到怎样？？有什么问题？？你们也没告诉我
我说我不要帮你们，难道我就真的没有帮你们？
我尝试告诉老师，你们是用.NET Framework 4.0
我用的事.NET Framework 3.5
你们用window，我用Form
所以我们combine不到，combine到也会有error。。。
老师也告诉我，那是一定的。。。我帮你们解释给老师听我们的问题。。。
yup ck 也有在当场，issac 也有。。。penang 那一班都有在场
他们都有听到。。。。
我没有帮你们，我见死不救，你们叫tingwei帮忙 combine的assignment
我的part完全run不到。。。还有你们有尝试跟老师解释我们的问题吗？
你们还不是一样对我见死不救
到最后我也是叫你们用你们那个assignment
我有坚持一定要用我的吗？没有咯。
我不帮你们。。。。如果我帮你们。。。。谁来帮我
我又不是讲我已经做完了，不要帮你们
我自己也还没有做完阿，我要怎样帮？

而且又是你们之前叫我不用帮你们。。。
你们说你们不需要我的帮忙。。。。

我不是要和你们吵架。。。
我只是要澄清一些东西而已。。。。

Final Exam coming soon

2010-08-20T13:10:00.000-07:00

finally the final exam was coming ....
a bit scare ...around 12 exam papers....
haha, never take it so much as last time
even SPM also juz 11 papers....
now this time gg lo......
haha how to settle it down leh ....
totally blank in my mind
since i didnt scare others subject
just worry the theory of interest
because i juz attend the class around 2 o 3 time only
how ne always keep skip class....haha
a bit regret jor
never listen his lecture class
even attend his class also sleep in the class
KNS le ...tis time gg+99 le...haha
still can laugh until now....not bad wat.....
any how i laugh mean i very worry it lo
because aldy like crazy guy le
tis time i hope i can score the mark as high as i can
i will try my best to arrange the time to study
however still no mood to study yet
in my mind the "playing" still turn around and around
TMD, go away from me leh
i wan study le...hihi
til now i juz notice that i got a lot of things need to study as soon
i juz think a few nia
after i taken out all my notes...
juz know got 6cm long thick lo
omg, i think i wan burn it and mix in the water then drink it
as i will memories more and more .....
how how how ....keep asking how
no choice juz keep study study and study
that is no time for me to keep asking how le
is the time for me study now....because
juz leave 3 o 4 days nia
scare scare...worry worry ...kns kns ....gg gg ....
hahahaha....

p/s: didi, gambateh in ur exam ......and good luck lolz...haha

Thx to my brother "干弟弟" Ah wee

2010-08-04T17:46:00.000-07:00

ah wee....thx a lot to u ...
thx for ur concern
this few days i really so emo
hope u can understand v me
since i also need give apologize to u and jie jie han wei
show that bad emo in front of u all
haha...dun worry la ...i am not so angry in that time
because i had forgot everything
in that time y i suddenly keep quite
is because i remember that i got a lot of things
haven done yet, i still try find some ways to make it complete
so feel the pressure suddenly come v me
so damn bad mood on that time
hope didi and han wei can forgive me la
however i also thx to both of u accompany me take the dinner
i very happy i get this kind of brother and sister
besides that i wont bother both of u anymore
because i wont think it anymore and wont care about it also
i wanna be alone now....hope u can understand me
i will try some ways to let me relax and concentrate at my study
since the exam was coming soon ...
wish u both can score the final exam very well
and good luck for both of u ....hihi （^>^)

这一天

2010-08-04T17:15:00.000-07:00

今天又是我没睡觉的一天
我不懂为什么
我就是喜欢三更半夜不睡觉
或许我就是这样的一个人
这几天我都是一个人的在过日子
有时会回想起我们以前的日子
有多么快乐
没有烦恼
就每一天都在想明天要去那里玩
明天有什么节目
明天要做什么好呢
往往都会很期待明天的到来
不懂何时开始我身边的朋友
开始远离我
走的走
做工的做工
不讲话的不讲话
读书的读书
就开始觉得我又变回之前的我
或许我真的是坏人
我的生命注定是不会有好朋友的
哈哈，讲到这里，我想你们都好开心吧
无论我怎样都好，你们也不会怎样
就哈哈的带过咯
人总会成长吧
我不会像以前把朋友看到那么的深
有可能是我的一厢情愿当你们是朋友
你们也不一定会把我当成朋友
我在这里向我的那些朋友道歉
如果我有什么做到很过分的事情
我只能对你们说对不起
我真的不是一个好人
往往跟我做朋友的人
都不会好过到去那里，哈哈
我不是怪你们
因为问题出在我身上，不是你们的错
是我的错
或许我真的不该来这里读书
帮你们弄得很生气
很不爽我
算啦，我不理啦。。
如果你们真的不爽我
你们可以选择不要再跟我做朋友
我不会怎样，我只能说一句
谢谢你
因为你，我的生活都很精彩
从今天开始我就要做回我自己拉
单独的一个人
我不会再理你们的事情了
但我希望就是如果你们不喜欢我
你们可以当面告诉我
我不希望有人在我背后说我的坏话
然而我也没说你们的坏话
希望你们可以尊敬我
我也是有妈妈生的
当然我也懂你们也是有妈妈生的
既然不要跟我做朋友的你们，希望你们可以尊敬我
因为我也会像你们尊敬我一样的去尊敬你们
如果你们还是喜欢这样做的话
我无话可说
我也不理啦，你们喜欢怎样讲我你们喜欢啦。。。
甚至你们要到处去唱我也好啦。。
我也算了，哈哈

p/s 还有就是在说我之前最好要有证据才讲我
没有实际的证据，拜托你们啦，这样我会笑死。。。。

Final exam was coming~~~~~

2010-08-04T13:39:00.000-07:00

The final exam was coming ...
no wonder how ...i very worry about it
because i am not confidence as last time
what can i do ne
my brain totally blank
after the exam time table come out
just notice that i got 6 subjects
then separate in external and internal exam papers
so that i got 12 exam papers need to exam
however i had know that
but suddenly come out that time table
i cant accept on time
haha may be this is my first time i taking so many papers
however i need to start my revision right now
because i know that is not enough time for me
beside that i keep skip my lecture class
so sometime what the tutor and lecturer teach
i really dun understand at all
this time i got the exam papers include
theory of interest, applied statistics, internet programming,
object-oriented analysis and design, english for profession,
and the last 1 is psychology ...
walao ...so many leh ....how how how
that is no how to me ...
is must to force me to study about those i mention above
furthermore i still got 2 presentations, 2 assignments, 1 tests...
after 2 weeks was exam
now still rushing the assignment
because haven start at all...
i know this time really gg already
so i will try to arrange my time to prepare it
i dun wan last minute
hann...gambateh u can do it
this is what i hear from my friends in this few days
haha, i know i will do that
because i am no choice to do it ...
i must do it
some more i hope all my friend can do well in exam
especially hui wen
try to relax more
dun give so much of pressure on u
dun worry be happy
this is what i always keep in my mind
trust yourself , u can do it ...right ...haha
+U +U +U +U +U +U +U

春，夏，秋，冬

2010-08-04T13:25:00.000-07:00

<<春天>>

<<夏天>>

<<秋天>>

<<冬天>>

凌晨三点钟~张智成

2010-08-04T13:21:00.000-07:00

這是妳離開的第三個星期六
麵包我吃了兩口　啤酒還剩半手
香菸我還是一包接一包地抽
妳搬走了以後
我還會常常在妳住的公寓底下
等妳下樓

現在是凌晨三點鐘　喝了點酒頭有點痛
寂寞的煙點燃空虛的夜　暫時把心放空

妳晾的床單忘了收　沒燙的襯衫有點皺
明天開始我將如何面對　沒有妳的以後

那些美好的畫面反複在播送
但心破碎了之後　要怎麼去拼湊

Baby Baby Love can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻　話說得太重
所有的情節都失控

Baby Baby Love should be so beautiful
妳給的太多　現在我才懂
只有煙和酒陪伴的　凌晨三點鐘

現在是凌晨三點鐘
喝了點酒頭有點痛
你晾的床單忘了收
沒燙的襯衫有點皺
明天開始我將如何面對
沒有妳的以後

凌亂的房間裡頭還留著妳的香味
怎麼也戒不掉妳獨特的笑容
如果時鐘倒著走　我不會再讓妳走
有些事情要絕望到底才能看的透

自己

2010-07-28T13:26:00.000-07:00

未来的路，我开始不敢去想了
一步比一步的沉重
仿佛我的脚被铁链扣着
我没有办法
惟有继续的勇敢走下去
我不晓得我下一步会遇到什么问题
但我想我那沉重的脚步
已让我感觉
不懂作的选择是否对
没有感觉了的我
该怎么办
我，真的不知道！！

明天会是好的开始
我真的认为是这样
但往往现实的残酷
都让我感觉很无助
我很想去去旅行
放轻松自己
可是时间不允许我这样做
我好累
但我没有得选择
我就是要努力下去
不然我的明天就是一片黑暗
不再有天晴！！

孤单的我
当遇到问题
我该怎么办
不论问题多大多小
我还是必须自己一个人面对
朋友的帮助
只能弥补我心里上的压抑与无奈
这样我的心里或许会舒服点
说真的
不管遇到什么问题
到头来还是要靠自己去面对
我每次都会想办法去逃避
不要去面对它
然而我都是一个人
想尽办法去让自己独自施放
因为谁会记得我的存在！！

繁忙的日子
令我开始把回家的路途
变得模糊
让我忘记回家的路
偶尔在那么繁忙时间的
那么一个小空间
会让我思念回家的路
然而回家的路
很漫长
我常常一个人在路途上
静静的想，慢慢的想
究竟我还记得怎样回家吗？？

日出的风景
是我的最爱
傻傻的我往往都会为了
日出的出现
我都会不忘开开我房间的窗口
或走到家外
看看那美丽诱人的日出
清新的空气
都会让我呆在那里一段时间
给日出的魅力吸引着了
不懂为何在那时刻的我
会感觉有自由飞翔
飞出了烦躁的巢
或许这就是我唯一
可以让我暂时
享受轻松的人生！！

其实我盼望的那一天
到底会不会实现
毕竟时间不会等我
我为有一追的再追
追到我所等待的那一天出现
一天又一天的过去
等待的心情
慢慢的变得越来越重了
有可能我所等待的一天
在怎样都好都不会出现
还是那一天的出现
不是我所等待的
不是我所要的
你会不会在那边等我呢？？

我每天都会往天空望一望
今天的天空会是怎样的心情
开心，伤心，无助，寂寞
其实当我往你一看
我已晓得你的心情
你的心情不就是我的心情
因为是我用自己的心情去看待你的心情
所以你明白我的心情吗
还是你看到我的心情
但我可以坦白的告诉你
我的心情难免都是那几个
伤心，烦恼，无助
你的心情会是怎样呢？？

我尝试为了我的自由
把我的前途与你交换
可是残酷的你
把握的前途还了给我
也把我的自由给拿走了
我尝试和你挣扎
我的泪水
我的努力和辛苦
你有看到吗？
可是我从你的眼神
我可以感觉
你叫我放弃换回我的自由
其实你知道我的努力吗
我真的有去尝试要回我的自由
可是最后你很残忍的对我说
~~手放开~~

友情与思念

2010-07-27T14:27:00.000-07:00

兄弟

2010-07-27T14:22:00.000-07:00

兄弟这俩个字，的意义
　　
到现在我终于明白了。
　　
兄弟会永远在乎你，会在你有事时第一时间敢到。
　　
兄弟会告诉你那些事。该做不该做。而不是叫你去做坏事。
　　
兄弟有钱时会喊你潇洒。没钱时照样会喊你来一起坐哈粉哈。
　　
兄弟会在知道你没吃饭的情况下，会买东西你吃。
　　
兄弟会在打架时让你在最后。因为他知道你的体力状况。
　　
兄弟会在打架时时时刻刻关心你，看你受伤了没有。
　　
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兄弟有时会闹矛盾不管矛盾多大。
　　
俩个人如何的大大出手。
　　
但是最终都会笑脸相迎。
　　
即使相隔很远。但兄弟的一个电话。你句你过不好不？代表了
　　
兄弟记住了你。关心了你。担心了你。
　　
记住当你在别人面前说出“这是我兄弟”时，那么，你这辈子就多担负了一份责任。
　　
人这一辈子活在世上，有一群自已真心的兄弟的话。那你就因该知足了。
　　
因为兄弟这二字的义气是用钱买不到的。
　　
因为兄弟代表着我们。
　　
放荡的青春是在一起度过的。
　　
我们在一起做过很多很多开心的事。
　　
我们做那些事，并不后悔。
　　
因为。我们的年轻一起度过。
　　
我们的狂妄在一起度过。
　　
我们的无知在一起度过。
　　
我们的梦想在一起度过。
　　
回忆，其实是一种本能，也是是一种闲暇时的享受。
　　
但回忆兄弟之间的点点滴滴你会流泪。

一辈子有可能有可能只有一个兄弟。但一个兄弟就是一辈子。兄弟二字，很好讲。做兄弟。很难。
　　
有时一个人默默的听着任贤齐的一首《兄弟》中一句有今生今生作兄弟。没来世来世在想你。这句话后我就会想起我的那些兄弟们。
　　
默默的祝福他们希望他们过得比自已都好。
　　
荣誉。金钱。面子。那些在兄弟面前都是过眼云烟。
　　
告诉你什么叫做兄弟
　　
自已好好回想过去。过去的自已为了兄弟曾经让自已遍体鳞伤过吗？
　　
如果有。那些就是你的真心兄弟。
　　
曾经的我为了兄弟遍体鳞伤过。
　　
但我不后悔。因为我这辈子有你们这些兄弟我已知足。
　　
在此我只想谢谢那些为了我做过了这些事的兄弟们。
　　
兄弟一辈子有你们我不后悔。

Finally done what i wan

2010-07-06T09:43:00.000-07:00

在这几天，我有两个朋友
因为一件小事情而吵架了
我最怕看到的画面
就是好朋友之间吵架
今天，他们的反应很令人难受
我想了很久，到底要怎样令他们和好
就觉得，好朋友之间不应该有一道墙
毕竟我们还要相处两年
或许我转移他们视线，这样有可能他们的感情会好一点
我把我自己放在他们的中间
然后向两方面都开炮
我利用facebook留了comment
然后让他们发现，那里懂他们真的回复我了
好笑的是，一个在骂我，另一个就在那里like
另一个在骂我，那个就like她的comment
我很久都没有听到他们的笑声了
刚刚我在屋外，我终于听回他们的笑声了
不懂为何，以前我的朋友用这个方法对我时
我不会想到，其实他是为了我们好
以前很好的朋友，就做了敌人
以前的敌人，就成了好朋友
朋友就是这样复杂的
朋友，对不起那时的我不会想
竟然没有想到你对我们的好
虽然我选择了这样的做法
但我不会后悔
如果他们不和好
我不知怎样离开他们
自从我给了学费，我才懂我做错了选择
我不应该读下去，我的读书心已不在了
就如我的好朋友wen jun那时放弃中五学业的心情一样
在未来的几个星期，我会把我现在的学业搞好
才来看我是否真的能对下去
虽然我的想法是，既然给了学费，就要努力读下去
但在前几天和我好朋友谈了
我的想法已不像之前了
我可为了我前途，放弃现在的学业，感情，家庭。。。。
或许我真的需要是时间休息。。。一切从0开始。。。
朋友加油~~~~~

朋友，对不起，让你们担心了

2010-06-27T13:08:00.000-07:00

最近的日子，令我感觉好闷
不懂该做什么，也不懂不该做些什么的
就感觉日子空空的，毫无目的地的再过
一天一天有过了，就觉得什么都没做到
但时间就是不等我，我也不会为了时间而逗留
或许是时候要努力了，不懂可以不可以
为了我的日子好过一点，我选择了放弃所有的一切
不知道是否做对了决定，但我一定不会后悔
在这些日子，我想通了很多东西
我也做了很坚决地决定
我选择读下去，也拿国外考试
在我们这一班，ting wei 和vivian都放弃了拿国外的考试
就我一个人拿而已，我不必再担心他们
至少我心里会好一点，也不会看到他们那么辛苦
不然我会很辛苦，也很心痛
然而我一个人辛苦就好啦
我真的不想再看到他们再这样下去
因为他们辛苦，我也很辛苦
毕竟现在已不是以前了，比以前更艰难，更辛苦
我也不懂是否我做的决定是对还是错
但我已不可以退后了
在这些日子了，我也开始慢慢的忘记了他们
当然偶尔还会想起我们之间的回忆
刚开始我真的很舍不得他们，或许是时间吧
过了一阵子，我开始会想，我这样做对吗？
我这样对他们，他们也会不会同样对回我呢。。。
当然我不是说他们不好，而是他们也开始了他们未来，他们的前途
他们也为了他们的未来，前途而奋斗
而我呢？为什么我还要为了这些烦恼的事情而令我自己难过
为什么我不能也跟他们一样为了自己的前途和未来而努力，而不让他们伤心，担心
所以为何我会那么的坚决放下他们，是因为我不会再让他们担心我了
有时他们的放弃和离开，会令我更坚强，更懂事
为何我还要那么的笨下去
朋友，对不起，让你们担心了

复杂的心情

2010-06-16T08:42:00.000-07:00

自从我掉泪的那一天开始
我都保持着复杂的心情
或许我还是放不下你们
你们的离开对我而言
真的令我不知所措
就感觉在我生活里
好像再也找不回开心的日子了
我已别无选择的走上了这艰难的路
也开始背回我之前想要丢弃的背包
这背包很明显比之前更重了
不知我可以不可以再背下去
我每一天都在等时间过
不是上课就睡觉
不是做功课就上网
这样的日子已令我麻木了
或许这样可以帮助我别去想伤心的事
在这段时间在我脑海里
不再出现你们影子了
或许功课的压力堆满了我的头脑
有可能这对我来说是好事吧
因为我会比较好过
这几天我都很迟睡觉
而且第二天的课程都很早
我为了麻痹自己
我每一天都很迟睡
因为当我很累时
我可以一天到天亮
脑海里不会出现你们的样子和影子
但有时回忆和想念就是要找上门来
往往都令我没心情和伤心
一天一天就这样过了
笑容慢慢的少了
也变得假笑了
或许笑容会在我身上消失
我也很久没联络你们了
不懂你们变得怎样了
始终我还是很想念你们
我的大儿子
我的好兄弟
我希望你们可以在我的毕业典礼出现
或许那一次的相遇
就是最后一次了
不懂何时才可以聚在一起
加油！！加油！！
我会想念你们的
take care

我怕我会奔溃

2010-06-04T12:50:00.000-07:00

我真的烦。。我不懂我该怎样去处理这些事情

最近听了这首歌〉〉没那么简单

我才发现要继续读下去。。真的没那么简单

朋友，当我知道你们没有再陪我读下去时

我真的很伤心，我接受不到这事实

成绩出的那一天，我帮你们每一个看成绩

然后知道你们一个一个的上不到，我的眼泪就要流了

但最后我的眼泪流不出，我的心却很痛

当天我们就喝酒，想回之前门口都坐满人

现在只剩下我，ting wei, vivian。。。。

有时就我和婷薇，感觉真的很空虚

心情就down了下来，我也不知为何

就感觉在我心里好像少了东西一样

开学已有三个星期了，有时我还是舍不得

但我告诉我自己，如果我再不放下这样困扰

我根本就没有心去读书，这样我还会令他们更担心

有时还会突然想起他们“阿爸。。。阿爸。。。”的叫我

或许打从我懂事以来，我都是扮演着坚强的角色

所以就算我再怎样辛苦，再怎样累，我都要做好这个“爸爸”的角色

我不想令他们失望，也不想他们为我而担心

这也包括我的家人，虽然已开学第三个星期了，但我根本就没有心在上课

令我最烦恼的事情，终于来到我面前了，我尝试逃避它

但都来到了我面前，我再要怎样逃避，还是逃不出它的手掌心

有一天，我打了个电话回家解释了我的情况给我最亲爱的妈妈

我为何迟迟都不打给妈妈，因为我没有那个勇气

但我已来到了最后一步，我不能不告诉妈妈知道

当我一听到妈妈的声音，我一开始我真的讲不出口

我呼了一口气，然后告诉妈妈：

妈，我的学费单拿到了，需要5千多缴付我的学费

妈妈顿时吓到，为何那么贵。。。。

然后她问我要怎样，这时我开始讲话有点颤抖。。。。眼泪就要流了

我告诉妈妈，我可以放弃吗？但妈妈听了之后就停顿了一下。。。

之后告诉我多一下才打给你。。。。。。

其实我很想跟妈妈讲，妈我真的知道你们很辛苦，我不想再成为你们负担了

你们承担这个包袱很久很累了，我想是时候放下他了，我不忍心看到你们为了钱而在烦恼

不想看到你们的负担一次又一次的因为我而增加，更不想看到你们为了我的事而吵架

何苦呢？如果我放弃真的可以让你们轻松，我真的很想放弃

妈。。。。你就听我这一次可以吗？我真的很累了。。。。

我不懂我还可以撑到几时，我怕我会奔溃。。。

Tan Khuan Chong

2010-04-08T04:57:00.000-07:00

Tan Khuan Chong ..
is time 2 study jor...
dun play play again le..
this it what i can tell u for now....
since i aldy gv up force u study ...
but i still can remind u 1...
now ...exam was coming soon..
this u also knw that ....
i never feel that u will scare for it...
but i juz notice that u r very worry about it ...
but i still can help u..
since v still brother ...
any problem u face during ur revision ..
u can ask me help ....
if can ...better tell me as fast as possible ...
but something i dun wan it happen ....
i scare it will happen soon ....
so ..hope u good luck in exam ..
n all my friend also same ..
good luck in ur exam ...

人生中有了友谊

2010-04-03T11:38:00.000-07:00

人生中有了友谊，就不会感到孤单，日子也会变得丰富多彩。友谊宛如一潭清泉，从那里可以汲取到生命的浆液。用我们的心去经营吧！

　　太阳出来了，阳光透过玻璃窗，把红红亮亮的光打在雪白的墙壁上。我静静地坐着，听着身边的人群谈论着某个人的好。我牵动了一下嘴，想到隔着距离看人，总不会完全看清那个人的缺点和错误，如梦中的完美偶像，任自己着色。可是真正相处时，也难免会有磨擦，不是吗？

　　我和两个朋友曾被称为“陈家三人行”，然而谁又想到“三人行”中的我们，也曾出现过不愉快的状况。谁也不知道是如何开始的，在我们眼中的对方不再如以往完美。于是，看对方的眼神中的欣赏也渐渐褪去。每一次的相聚，总是沉默地开始，默默的离去，没有了往日快乐的气氛。我们都在思考：我们到底怎么了？

　　我怀念以前曾经的快乐，从心底感到那份快乐的真实。有一天我终于明白：我们都是凡人，却把对方看得过于完美。这使得我们容不得对方的一点点缺憾。于是，当别人的缺点错误出现时，完美便不再，甚至接近了空白。一时的视线迷蒙，掩去了所有的美，友谊不再透明，多傻呀！

　　有一位老师告诉我：周国平在《爱与孤独》中说：“好的爱情有韧性，拉得开却又扯不断。相爱却不相互约束对方，这是他们对爱情有信心的表现。谁也不限定谁，到头来谁也离不开谁才是真爱。”我想友情也应如此，任朋友最真性的流露和表现，不刻意去要求对方，把友谊建立在真性的交流上。不为自己粉饰缺点错误，让朋友接受自己优秀一面的同时，也看到自己的缺点错误。这样的友谊，才真正值得珍惜。

　　去年的今天，我们是聚在一起，相约去老地方“MCD”。一正桌都是好朋友，有说有笑，大家为了考试在熬夜，都很辛苦的付出，不是吗？相约在一起看似很简单，却难以开口。而这样的情形正如同我们，成熟了！我们彼此用崭新的眼光打量对方，我们的手紧紧握在一起。我们终于明白：当“朋友”还是一个名词时，只是一个美丽却没有内容的字眼；而当它变为一个动词存在时，则代表了一份理解、一份体谅、一份包容。

普通的朋友与真正的朋友

2010-04-03T11:34:00.000-07:00

一个普通的朋友从未看过你哭泣。

一个真正的朋友有双肩让你的泪水湿尽。

一个普通的朋友不知道你父母的姓氏

一个真正的朋友有他们的电话在通讯簿上。

一个普通的朋友会带瓶葡萄酒参加你的派对。

一个真正的朋友会早点来帮你准备,为了帮你打扫而晚点走。

一个普通的朋友讨厌你在他睡了后打来。

一个真正的朋友会问为什么现在才打来。

一个普通的朋友找你谈论你的困扰。

一个真正的朋友找你解决你的困扰。

一个普通的朋友对你的罗曼史感到好奇。

一个真正的朋友可以威胁你说出来。

一个普通的朋友在拜访时，像一个客人一样。

一个真正的朋友会打开冰箱自己拿东西。

一个普通的朋友在吵架后就认为友谊已经结束。

一个真正的朋友明白当你们还没打过架就不叫真正的友谊。

一个普通的朋友期望你永远在他身边陪他。

一个真正的朋友期望他能永远陪在你身旁！

朋友当然不是玻璃做的

2010-03-29T09:34:00.000-07:00

朋友当然不是玻璃做的，但是有许多人总是把朋友当做玻璃，小心翼翼，恐怕把朋友碰坏了。。。

所以有时候，明明对朋友很不满，却也不敢表达出来。害怕一旦表达了不满，就会发生冲突；一旦发生冲突，就会伤害感情；一旦伤害感情，就会失去这个朋友，为了一件小事失去一个朋友，太不值得了，于是就忍耐朋友的冒犯，然后，偷偷的在肚子里生气。。。

一个大学里的男孩子说，他的好朋友特不像话，这个朋友在大学两年，几乎从来不做功课，都是让他替他做；而且这个朋友还经常在大庭广众中，说不用担心，他会帮我的；他很希望这个朋友有一天能意识到不应该这样做。但是这个粗心的朋友却一点改变的迹象都没有。

“你是怎样对待他的这些行为的呢？”

“我能怎么样？我假装不在意。”

“那么他怎么知道你不高兴呢？”

“他应该知道呀？”

“你认为他有特异功能吗？知道你在想什么？既然你做出不在意的样子,他当以为你不在意；既然他以为你不在意，当然他也就不会改了。”

“我知道我应该表达自己的情绪，但是，我害怕他生气，害怕影响我们的友谊。虽然他有些不好的地方。为了这些事情失去一个朋友不值得。所以我就认了。”

之所以有这样的想法，是因为他们都对友谊有一种很美好的期待：希望朋友最好永远没有争吵，没有愤怒，永远互相理解。在他们的心目中，一旦出现了冲突就意味着友谊破灭。因而，他们只好回避冲突，结果反而让自己和对方之间都不愉快。

其实，并不是发生了冲突友谊就只好告终一条路。因为我们还有“和解”的技巧可用。友谊是一幅双方共同描绘的图画，当画出了什么问题，和解就好似我们手里的像皮或者刮刀，那么画错了一笔就意味着这幅画要作废。有了橡皮和刮刀，你的画就可以继续画下去。

为什么有些人把朋友当做玻璃一样，不敢去碰，最重要的原因，就是他们不会是用橡皮和刮刀，甚至他们不曾意识到有橡皮刮刀这类东西存在。他没的友谊就像玻璃，一旦破了，只能抛弃。所以他们只好小心翼翼，在这个过程中，自己被压抑着，怎么能感到快乐呢？

因此，和解是交友中的必须学习的技巧。如果你懂得如何和解，在交往中，你就有了更大的自由。你会敢于表达自己对朋友的意见，敢于坚持自己，敢于冒产生冲突的危险。因为你知道，即使友谊一时受到伤害，你也有办法消除这个后果，让友谊恢复到从前。

和解是非常简单的，它是僵持后你主动说的一句话，是你错之后送他一个拥抱，是一个友好的微笑，是一个小礼物...只要你们真的有友谊存在，和解就这样完成了。

不会和解的人，害怕表达对朋友的意见，结果纵容了朋友的缺点，这样维持的友谊是不牢靠的，总有一天会维持不下去。而恰恰是不怕冲突的人，及时把不满表达出来，通过交流解决了朋友间的不和谐，才会有真正长久的友谊。

毕竟，朋友不是玻璃做的，如果有一个朋友真的想玻璃一样，不许你碰一下，这样的朋友破了就破了吧。

give up o continue gv support??

2010-03-17T12:09:00.000-07:00

haiz...2day nid 2 submit my assignment of tamadun islam lo..
yesterday nite ..didn't sleeo whole day
juz waiting my son's work
but unfortunately he didn't send 2 me..
finally i done it for him..
he juz send me a messages : ah ba ..sry a ..i juz done in half way..
can u forgive me..
i didn't reply his messages..
juz ignore him..
i really dun knw what can i do for them...

1st i aldy give up 2 him le....>>khuan chong
i dun wan what can i say ...
i never say that the competition is not a good choice..
since ur education o study also cannot settle down ...
where got time let u do another thing ne...
is not i wan 2 scold u ...but u had changed...
not like b4 le...do u notice that....
may b u wont....bt i notive that long long time ago le
i never care u choose that way..
but anywhere can u focus in what u should do now...
may b u will think i am noise o stupid....o too care u ...very over
i knw v juz friends like brother...
but not really brother ....not related v u some more
i let u be important ppl in my life
since u wan do like that ..i also accepted u ...
v r not so friendly like b4 ..do u notice that...
last time ...do u still remember how v fun v each other...
may b this few week ....juz can let us continue our fun n other
after that i think v will separated .....our group also break le
if u really wan continue like that...i juz can say ....sorry 2 u ....
i dun knw what can i do for u again le...

2nd is xai xuan...my oldest son....
u also ...i dun knw what can i help u...
scold also scold b4.....angry also angry b4.....
listen also listen b4.....mention also mention b4.....
but u still keep like that ..
u skip class....i cannot say what ...because i also always skip class...
but unless i hv copy the note ...knw what the teacher teach...
but u always stay at home ...what kind of thing so important ...can let u stay at home whole day
even u always sleep ...u say u very tired....
but do u knw that what u done in whole day...
play game + facebook + dota + msn + hp....
always let me worry about u only....
i dun knw how many days ..i can keep help u ...
because v going 2 finish our diploma le...
for the assignment of tamadun ....
i really angry ....1st time i ask how u done ...
u told me u forgot jor...ok nvm ...i gv u a part only nia...
juz write around 300-400 words ...from 2pm ...
until 2moro ...start class...u also cannot done for me ...
u knw u very disappointed 2 me lo ....
butt anywhere i aldy help u done it le....
what can i scold now....i can't
i waiting u whole day ...never sleep at all....
how ???? u tell me how ????
i rally dun knw le......SAD!!!

haiz..i knw i am not who u r ....
may at least i care about u 2 guy in my life....
but u 2 guy always make disappointed 2 me ..
what can i say ?????
what respond i wanna show 2 u ?????

angry >>> no

scold >>> no

ignore >>> no

trouble >>> no

sad <<< yes

quiet <<< yes

give up <<< yes

disappointed <<< yes

long time did't meet him le

2010-03-16T14:59:00.000-07:00

i notice that i aldy hv few week
o few days didn't saw him ...
may be this is what the god done for me ..
in my mind ....i feel trouble n confuse at all
i dun knw how 2 face v him ...
may b i will hit him when i meet v him...

TROUBLE + PRESSURE = CONFUSE

ANGRY + CAN'T CONTROL = KILLING PPL

SMOKING + PRESSURE = RELAX

TROUBLE + CAN'T CONTROL = DANGEROUS

ANGRY + PRESSURE = TROUBLE

CONFUSE + RELAX = SMOKING

KILLING PPL + DANGEROUS = CAN'T CONTROL .....

Lazy attend the class

2010-03-16T14:48:00.000-07:00

since now aldy week 4 le ...
juz finish my esei ..
bt actually i did't attend all the class...
because i am lazy ..not i am clever
i feel that class very boring
n nid 2 wake up so early
10am o 9am....may b for others will not so early
but for me ..i feel so early ...n very hard 2 wake up
ntg force me 2 attend the class...
so i always blur in the tutorial class...
some time i knw how 2 do ...
actually i juz lucky as i understand what teacher want..
so YY a ....x nid so surprise ...when i done my question on the board..
actually i juz simply simply do 1....
because some part v hv learn b4...
n this subject almost same v all the math subject as v learn b4
so u dun worry be happy ...
i knw what happen r u ....u juz dun understand at all...
bt at least u hv go attend the class....for me ....lazy only
even xx didn't attend the class....i cannot say anything..
because i also same v him ..x attend the class...
i really dun knw how 2 help them aldy ..
because u lazy ...since i wan help u ....also cannot do everything...
for now v juz got 3 week ..wanna go thought....
do u feel scare n worry abt it...
i c u never n never..
haiz bor mood at all...
still taking other ppl ....
never think by myself...
homework dun wan do ....class lazy attend ..
since i am a problem guy also ...
not ppl can help me ...juz thinking by myself...
for this few day ....i very easy angry ..
i also dun knw y .....may b some thing happen suddenly 2 me...
i can't accept in that time.....
but anyway i can find some way 2 release my pressure...

Situation

2010-03-07T13:45:00.000-08:00

wat is right in one place mayb wrong in another~~

tis question is what i saw as my friend post it
actually tis question is very simple
but it may let ppl confuse also
what i think is ....
i dun like study at all...i think i was choosing a wrong situation
but my parent was think that education is important for me
tis is what i think for that question in above
actually study is not a problem for me
bt that pressure n mood
is a big problem for me

the situation may let me crazy
nowadays i juz a question turn around me
i cant think it out
so i always let me drunk at all
let my mind control me
i dun knw ask who come share v me
i also dun know choose which friend as i can share v him o her
i was very scare sharing my problem o question v other ppl
dun knw wan trust which 1
so that i always hide myself
because i think if i sharing something v my friend
also cant solve that problem
juz can release some pressure n mood
but after that ntg at all
some guy will say u share it v other o say out that problem
let other help u
it may help u n let u more good n better
at the end i choose dun wan share v other
sometime they knw ur problem n question is not a good way
may b they will laugh o tell u juz stupid n crazy n funny
for nowadays i never got a friends that i really trust at all
n can understand what i think

sometime i may try use this way 2 relax
bt fail..as i cant do that
i also dun knw what happen for me
include my gf i also wont tell her all my thing
so sry 2 my gf ...i not say i dun believe u
bt if i tell u ...juz add 1 more ppl in trouble
so better dun ....
how ne ??? how i can solve this problem ne
actually is very easy for me in last time
but for now i cant
because i knw *** very **** me
until i cant make any situation
when i get that messages
i try 2 ignore it
bt sometime this problem will come bk in my mind
i very trouble at all...
who can help me ne??? i think juz beer n ***** can help
i never think that he will done this for me ...
bt that things aldy happen in front of me
damn sad n surprise when i know that
i cannot write so many in here ..
because i knw that some guys n my friend will c my blog...
so sry at all la ...
i hope the trouble can get far away from me ...
take care

Result

2010-03-07T13:34:00.000-08:00

long time didt enter here le
since i dun like enter..
half half la ...
because i juz enter here when i was sad o happy..
in this few days ..i aldy skip almost 2 week class...
y i done like that ..not i am very clever...
is because i feel that class very boring
since i never attend that class la
that subject is tamadun Islam n algebra...
i hear that name of the subjects .
i aldy feel very sien
i dun knw i still can continue study o x
because for nowadays i lost my study mood
i think the problem is juz finish the CNY
haven get bk the study mood

i also get my result le
no fail at all
but feel disappointed at all
may b other ppl will think me is very pretension
u aldy pass all the subject ..still sad for what ..
actually i wont think like that...
i had done all my best n my preparation was well
i hv try my best 2 score all subject in A ..
but when i get my result
i feel sad juz 2 subject get A
in that moment
i dun knw what my feeling
juz close that website n continue playing my facebook
somemore my son didnt get well result
n some other friends in our GENG
gambatae n take care for all my friends

bor mood

2010-02-22T07:21:00.000-08:00

i damn bor mood...
may b my 3rd semester wan start jor..
besides that i aldy came bk frm my hometown ..
now at KL ....going 2 enter my last sems le..
i still haven prepare my mood going bk 2 school...
for the CNY time ...
i get my 2 didi...also loving problem ...
n my friend ah mei also same v the love problem ...
i try 2 help them 2 solve that problem ..
finally i solve it ...
but i also same v them facing that problem ...
dun know y ...shit la....
when i come bk kl ...
i was going 2 vivian's grandmother house...
poker n "bai tian gong"....

CNY

2010-02-22T07:06:00.000-08:00

CNY ...
i dun know this event is good for me ..
o bad for me ...
because i not so miss my hometown ..
as ii know that ...
that was ntg 2 let me play ...
juz wait the time pass ...
so bak chek ..
when i go bk....my hometown..
still got 2 o 3 days...jus nite 30
i promise my mon say that ...
i wan make the kuih....
so make it until i feel very hot ..n bak chek ...
Haiz....in my home..
i can't on9...
boring arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
what can i do ....sien only nia ...
ntg 2 write ..
wish all my friends Happy New Year

I am a bad boy

2010-02-06T09:44:00.000-08:00

Haiz...so sien la....
alone in house KL....
xbody at house ...
how come ....
when i wake up ...i was empty ...
because what is the purpose i stay here ..
i also dun know ...

even is waste time ...
i also still stay at here ....
even cannot on9 ...
i also stay at here...
even i know i got a lot of job waiting me 2 do ...in my hometown...
i also stay at here ...
even i boring..
i also stay at here....

what can i do ne...
cleaning my room ...
clean this clean there...
2day when i wake up....damn hot nia...
for that time aldy is 4pm++
i dun know wake up ...
but i x choice ..i still nid wake up ...
because i feel i headache jor....
as sleep 2 long time le....
so wake up ...
after finish my lunch ...
i start clean my room n the kitchen...
toilet also ..wan clean ....
damn bad luck for me ...
i broken the fan ...some more my finger also blooding ...
but is ok ..
not so serious.....

after clean my room n kitchen ...
i going 2 keep my cloths n bag ....
because 2moro wan go genting play play ....
stay at genting 3 days 2nite...
after that directly go bk my hometown...
finally i wait it jor...
because this few damn boring n sien ....
i try 2 cheat my parents i haven finish my exam ...
so that y i nid so late bk hometown ....
i really bad boy..
cheat my parent ....
stupid me.....

anywhere i wan go bk 2 my hometown jor....
actually i dun know y i feel myself so bad....
may b is after talk v vivian's mon ...
i feel i am not a good friends for them ....
vivian's mon say that ..
y she wan clive join us...
because she dun wan her son become so quite...
like always alone stay in the room ...
dun wan join out their friends....
so she ask clive join us....

but i feel that i am not a suitable friends as ....
join v clive ....
because i wear ear rings....
i s*****g....
i am bad boy...
always go clubing ...
drink alcohol ...beer....so on ....
noise + bad + crazy + stupid.....
her mon believe us so good ..
that y ask her son join us...
but i notice that ...herson ..
join us juz become more n more bad...
because of me ....
ven i know s*****g is not good...
i didn't stop them ....
i didn't take any action ....
so..........

do u believe that i am good ma???
do u think that i am suitable friends ma???
do u know that what is the background of me ma ???
do u notice i am good ma???
do u feel ur son become more active ma???

do u believe ur son join me is good ma???
do u think i am friendly???
do u know i s*****g ma???
do u notice i am changing ur son ma???
do u feel any good get from me???

for the above questions...
i asking myself many time ...
i juz can answer u that is NO
because i believe that i can't help ur son ....
juz make ur son become more bad n bad..
as i am a bad boy....
like example ....JACKY ....
even i know his parent problem let him change a lot ...
but got half of that ...
is affect by me .....
got a day ...he tell me ...
he wan become like me n xx ...
i quickly tell him wont...
because i know that ...if u become me like that ..
u can't turn back ..
u can't change back ....

I hope that ..u all can get away from me ...
i will affect u all ....like a virus ..i feel that ...
even who join me ..also become like that ...
because i not a good ppl ....
so pls think twice b4 know me this ppl ...

Go Kuala Selangor

2010-02-04T06:55:00.000-08:00

this time v plan go kuala selangor ...
v vivian's mon....
v hv vivian,vivian's mon, me, ah wei, vincent and jacky...
i also feel so surprise...
y suddenly go there ne..
but anywhere juz follow go ..
as i also ntg 2 do ma....
i nid wake up so early ...
at 7.30am
because vivian's mon say that ..
v will start our plan in 9.00am
so when vincent come 2 fetch me ...
aldy is 8.20am
in MRR2 ...was traffic jam again ...
i dun know jam for what ...
look like shit~~~~fuck
i really very hate traffic jam ....
wasting our time ....
when v reached vivan house aldy 9.05am
luckily not 2 lated...if not v will die so ....
because they waiting us ma....sry la...
i hear that from KL 2 Kuala Selangor..
nid 2 hours 2 there ..
i feel this time cham lo ....
so far ar...sure will very tired....
v 4 guys share the back seat.....
so cham nia .....feel can't breath lo....
hahahaha....but is ok la ...because v all so thin ...hihi

1st v go a "bukit" that got many monkey ....
i feel so surprise ...
how come v go c monkey ne....
haha...so funny ...
but that side really got a lot of monkey ...
when v take out the peanut gv it..
they try 2 get the peanut ....until they fight...
i also dun know y ..
i suddenly becomes monkey jor...
because i try talk v them dun fight ....
n slow slow eat ...
hahaha ....so funny leh ....
happy so nia.....
hihi..i saw the baby of monkey leh ....
is like orange color 1...
look so cute and small.....
i dun like that oldest monkey..
because it try 2 fight v the youngest monkey..
when v gv the peanut to them .....
i kick and hit that monkey i dun like 1...
hihi...damn cham for the monkeys....hahaha

2nd vivian's mon ...bring us go some places take our lunch...
as v all feel hungry jor lo ...
then fast fast go eat lo ...
damn nice 1 ..that food....
tq for vivian's mon ....
invite us so nice and interesting foods.....

3rd v go vivian 's apartment ....
put some thing 2 there ...
besides that ...v playing the mahjong in there ..
because ntg 2 do ma....
hahaha

4th v go tea time ...near the apartment.....
is the very popular food....
eat again ...so full nia ...
hahaha....talk talk talk ....n talk ...
in that time .....chat a bit things lo ...

5th v go back lo ......
back 2 the ampang that sides....
2hours again ....
damn tire and crazy jor ...
n v go cut our hairs ....
4 guys also cut the hairs jor...
my hair become more thin ..
and a bit short le....

vivan's mon try talk v me ..
when v reached her house...
juz vivan's mon talk v me only ....
she say she can't accept some1 o me wear the ear ring....
but she juz try 2 tell me la....
actually i not her think like that so bad 1....
may b my look ...like very bad gua,....
but also wan tq for her.....
she also share a lot thing 2 me la....
is about clive 1.....
besides that i also tell her some my family problem lo...
about my brother 1....

that all for 2day la....
good luck n take care for all my friends....

Boring life in TBR~KL

2010-02-04T06:40:00.000-08:00

Haiz....very sien la...
alone in KL....
i also dun know what happen 2 me..
ntg 2 do also dun wan go bk home ...
help my parents....
but i take this time go shopping ..
buy the new cloths for CNY...
i dun know that is correct o x....
in home boring ...
because i can't on9..
i think is my house leader dun hv
pay the internet fees lo...
i think so...
every time also like that 1..
force me come 2 C.C on9 ...
haiz..
sien la.....how come ....
i lazy go outside like shopping center...
because nowadays ...
many teenagers come 2 shopping....
i hate so many ppl on there...
disturb my mood ...can't shopping in good feeling ...
but anywhere la....
i juz come 2 buy the cloths only nia...
so ignore them lo....
always come cc also sien ...because i dun know what can i do ...
even got internet on9 also sien ...
dun hv also sien ....
i get a bad news is ...
my oldest son dun wan go genting jor...so sad nia...
because i juz think he can accompany me in that time ...
i feel got a lot of things wan share v him ...
may b juz him can help me ...
some more ....v got many things share v each other ...
can talk ....can chat ....can share ....can funny....2gether...
i feel some disappointed for him ...
because he say he will come 1..
but he wan accompany his parents go somewhere ..
i also cannot stop him ...
as they really is his Parents....
more important than me so ....
so i nvm lo .....
i also wan he hv a good relationship v his parents 1...
i wont stop him ....
because i juz a "gua pai baba" only....
ntg species for him ....
i hope he can get bk a love and sweet family ....

Finally finish my exam jor~~~`

2010-02-01T10:26:00.000-08:00

haha..so happy....
because i finish my exam le...
this time exam...
i feel very tire at all...
because i always study overnite....
until feel can't tahan at all....
but ntg was happy than finish the exam...
after finish exam ...
i walk alone bk home...
this exam paper is Calculus II...
i am 1st time come out so early...
i use 1hours 2 finish answering my exam paper..
then use more half an hours 2 double-check my answer .....
i know my oldest son dun know answer the exam at all...
i feel so sad as i can't help him...
but anywhere..i hope he can pass as many subject as soon..
i also dun wan c him repeat and resit again..
otherwise all my friends also same ...
hope v can graduate 2gether..
some more can future study 2gether so..
i really wan keep this in my future life...
i know that..
time was going...
i can't control and keep it..
i juz can do is...remember and dun regret what i done b4..
my holidays and sems break wan starting...
and CNY also coming soon...
i wish u all happy Chinese New Year....

MCD again ...

2010-01-25T15:46:00.001-08:00

since I had go MCD last nite..
but now go again...
got vivian, vincent, yy, ting wei , jacky , ah wei , xx and me...
i going 2 take my 3rd exam paper...later
that is statistics II....
math lo ....i like it ..
haha...now still got the time 2 write the blog..
ntg is impossible 2 me ....unless i can try my best 2 do it
this time more things wan 2 memories abit....

for now i was listening the jay chao song....
relax ...relax and relax ...
the sky almost light lo....
that feeling so nice ...
i like that early morning sky...
so imagine and beauty seen by my eyes...
my oldest son was sleeping beside of me...
i think he was feel damn tired ...
take his revision ...
because he dun wan fail that subject ....
then good ma .....u think u can ...sure u can ....
because impossible = i'm possible
unless he hv try his best 2 do what he can do that
so i am very glory...for that ...
i hope all my son and my grandson can pass all the subject..
because i dun wan c their sad face....

so many paper on my table...
dun know y ...
i feel like 'pasar malam'...
as i lazy go keep all clean ...
juz leave it there...
now i got a bit cool le.....because now aldy around 8am morning..
dun know my 3rd son ah wei ...ok for his study and revision o x...
because his exam paper is in the morning 9am...
wish he can easy score that paper....
besides that .....
i saw that got a few 'ah ma~~~' was cleaning their in front house...
always saw that ..
i dun understand y they can keep repeat that job in their life....
even that is same job for me ..that is study....
they dun feel sien ..i also feel sien .....
so geng for them .....
for some mother always cook ...also will feel lazy and boring lo ...
but i saw that ..they like very happy during they do their work...
haiz~~~~~anywhere i hope i still can 'tahan' my study ..
until i graduate......

haha....i saw my oldest son sleeping face so cute ...
he moving his mouth when he was sleeping..
like eating something....
dun know what he doing in his mind....
OK la.....
wan continue study jor....
write until here la....
GOOD LUCK FOR ALL MY FRIENDS...
GAMBATEA ~~~~~

Overnite again le~~~Haiz

2010-01-24T18:34:00.001-08:00

2day i overnite again ....
x sleep at all ....
hahah really can become the
member of ghost ...
but not zombie ...
hahahaha.....
juz now when i wake up aldy 12.05am jor...
sleep 2hrs...then i receive vincent call...
he ask me wan go MCD study o x....
then i say u ask my oldest son 1st lo..
because he drive car 1...
then after awhile .....
my oldest son call me jor...say that
he was coming 2 fetch me ...
on the way ..but i wan after bath juz go ...
so i ask them go fetch yy 1st ....
then whole nite stay in MCD.....
i very feel so scare...
because they all doing the pass yr paper ...
i still reading the note ...
hahah..is ok la....
after awhile ...
x so scare jor...
because got the bolling watch ma ....
so geng for the women ...win..
win the 1st champion ...that competitive v men ....
at the same time my daughter vivian cry again ...
i ask her what happen ...
she answer me she dun understand at all ....
she feel so street ...then cry jor lo ..
i tell ting wei ...
let her "qing fu" ...to settle it...
because i dun know how 2 "an wei" her...
haiz~~~~~~~~SAD
suddenly ...got a staff ask us go down ...
because they wan close that section....
so v x choice ...then go down lo ...
2 the ground float ....so bek chek ...
studying ma ...also wan disturb ....BUKI...
hahaha....then continue study .....
i notice that "he" become zombie again le....
haiz ....he start from the study until now ...
he still keep quite there and alone ...
i wan help him also dun know how 2 help....
because last min really more hard than hard..
so i juz wait he come 2 ask me ..
as i dun know where he dun understand ....
somemore he still got another 3 math papers...
haiz ...
dun know how 2 settle it ....
juz wish him can pass all the subject la...

after come bk my house .....
i start keep facebooking...
after 30min ..i continue my study again ..
until now ....
the sky was going 2 light le....
got a bit sleepy ...but still can tahan .....
so lucky i aldy finish read and study through all the note le ..
then i nid to do is ..
do my pass yr paper...

GAMBATEA ...FOR EVERY1...
ESPECIALLY ALL MY SON + GRANDSON

Surprise v the database exam paper

2010-01-24T18:16:00.000-08:00

since i am prepare well in my database exam...
but i not enough time 2 finish it ....
i dun know y i always not enough time 2 finish it..
even that is 2 hrs..
i also gam gam time to done it..
so sad ...i can do well in my database exam paper..
i feel this time is really..
hard than the pass yr paper...
v had study a whole day ..
as v study overnite...
some more i gv some quiz 2 my son and jacky 2 do ..
they also can answer ...
juz the definition of the terms...
i hope that the exam paper can come out..
more theory part ..
as can let them 2 easy pass...
x nid to resit that paper...
but when i open the exam paper...
i quickly scan through the exam paper...
i very worry that ..
my son can't answer the question paper...
because that is really difficult .....for this time...
in my mind ....aldy come out...
my son sure will say ..
die lo die lo die lo die lo ....
i very scare he can't do well in his exam ...
but anywhere i hope he can try his best ..
and wish all my friends can pass that paper...
somemore ....when i come out from the exam room ...
i notice that kelin....was crying ...v a sad face...
then i go ask her y u so sad ..
actually i aldy know what is the reason she cry...
so i also dun wan ask so many things la ..
juz ignore her ...
dun make her so malu lo ....even i know that ..rite?
after that ..
v go behind the block K ....*******
because all also feel street and bek chek .....
besides that...v still keep talking about the exam paper...
as v take juz now....
talk ...talk ....talk.....bek chek ...
suddenly my daughter cry jor...
haiz...
y so many ppl cry 1....
i dun know what can i do ...
juz leave her 2 cry ..
at least after cry ....she will feel ok ....
so i better keep quite .....
and keep ******* v my oldest son ...

after awhile ...
v go "hao di fang"...
take our lunch ....
feel so tired on that time.....
because last nite didn't sleep at all...
quickly eat.....quickly back ...
take a rest ...
so bek chek for my other son ....
ah wei .....some more vincent also ....
order the tea ...drink ....
even cannot finish ..
then let us finish it....
2 different type of tea..mix 2gether....
let me wan vomit lo ....
ish .....x nice...
hahaha ...
ok la ...
juz write until here la...

WISH EVERY1 CAN HAPPY .....

So dissapointed for some1

2010-01-21T12:12:00.000-08:00

i dun know y i so care him ...
may b he is my ***
i really make him b my best friends...
even he dun wan study ..
i also ntg can do at all....
juz can remind him study study and study...
a day...he call me say later i go find u..
for study...i am so surprise as i hear that..
and feel so happy he come bk early is for study 1...
so when i reach house ..i aldy damn tired 1...
but he say he wan study ..
so i decide wait him come...
and teach ..because i also dun wan he fail so many subjects...
until around 11pm...
he still haven call me o sms me...
i think he haven finish their things ...
then i continue 2 wait him....
but until around 12pm++...
i really untenable jor...
i dun know y he still haven come...
i sms him "where r u ?"..
he also dun hv reply me...
so i go sleep jor...
when i wake up ..i think he had send me a messages...
telling me something 1...
but NO...
i told myself nvm....
still got 2 o 3 day can study...

*******************************
so surprise when i hear that news...
some1 tell me that ..yesterday he go take tea time ...
v their housemate...include my ***
until 11pm++ ...***'s housemate ask him go
play the snooker v him..
then he also follow....go....

*******************************

when i hear this news ....
i really feel sad..
even u dun wan come ..
u can send me a message tell me that..
so lated jor ..then u dun wan come le..
change 2 other day for study ...
i think i wont so angry v u....
i really hate last minute...
and what u done 2 me...
i wan help u ...but u dun wan help urself
how come....
when u get ur bad result ...u feel sad...and unhappy...
u think i will happy ma?
i also feel sad ...because i didn't advise u at every time..
juz ignore whatever u do...
so regret like that...
even u aldy wan repeat ..u also cannot do like that..
at here i not wan 2 score u ..
i juz wan 2 mention u ...
dun play jor...pls study...
and pls think twice b4 go play....
i not wan stop u go play..
but u also wan notice that exam was coming soon...
u wan play until when????
manager ur time la....
haiz....
i dun know what can i told 2 u le...
juz GOOD LUCK ..for my ***

Next exam paper was coming

2010-01-21T11:58:00.000-08:00

since my next exam paper was coming....
i still feel ntg at all
because ntg species for me...
that exam mood aldy b normal for me...
my brain was empty...
lucky my daughter, my bro, my son and ting wei
have call me hang out v them go ampang study
and do some revision...
because i also dun wan study alone at home ...
as i dun wan study v him ..
and face v him ...
haha juz kidding la ...
but a bit is serious 1....
since 2day study at vivian house...
i feel relax and can concentrate in my revision..
as that area is clive's room..
got the air-con....damn cool ...
1st day ....v decide go MCD study ...
after a few hours ..v all followvivian go bk her house..
and continue study...
v hv playing the poker card 1st...
and talk + talk + talk ....
haha...no study again jor..
khuan chong decide talk the ghost story..
but unlucky vivian was cry as she really scare..
somemore her brother was make some scary 2 her...
until she angry and score her brother..
then all quite jor...
until around 6&7++am...
i juz sleep ...
actually i dun know y i cant sleep..
may b that time is more suitable for me to study..
but they all wan sleep ..
i cant switch on the light..
then i keep close my eyes 2 sleep...
unfortunately...v 4 ppl share a bad at nite...
so trouble....and PANAS....even got the air-con
so cham for me....
because the ZOMBIE sleep beside of me...
i feel very scare because he wan suck "jiao jiao" 1...
hahaha that is a funny thing only ....
dun be so trust what i talking here...
wakakaka...
when i wake up aldy is 3pm...
v decide go eat ...
and vivian was intro us go some place of ampang eat..
even i cant remember what name of the place...
but damn nice 1....
then v all go bk lo ....
after that khuan chong say he and ting wei wan ..
go 2 vivian house study again ....
then they "la" me go also ...
juz reach house 1 hour..
then he aldy reach in front my house wan bring me go jor...
omg....then i juz follow lo...hahahha
that all for 2day la....
good luck for all my friends...

i cant sleep

2010-01-16T12:34:00.000-08:00

now almost wan 5.00am jor..
but i haven feel sleepy..
dun know y ..
even ntg 2 do for me...
but i also cannot sleep ...
so late jor lo....
i wake up ...then sleep ...
sleep ..then wake up....
so bek chek for me...
no body msn also ....
all sleep jor....may b i aldy b a ghost ....
cannot sleep at nite...
i open my laptop ...
what the fuck ...
my on9 icon ....show can on9..
but when i open the firefox and IE..
cannot run so ....
but msn can run o ...
y y y y y y ...tell me y ?
what wrong v me ...bek chek ...
i ask jacky y ..
he told me restart ur pc ...
can whether can run o x...
finally i restart 2 times ...i juz can open the facebook....
hahaha so happy ....and can listen the song jor....
no so sien jor....
i continue my revision ..that is database..
c so many words.....haiz....
hope can finish it....
i trying 2 finish it as fast as soon ....
because i dun know i still got that mood 2 study o x....
dun know what happen for me....
i feel in my life was empty....
juz study...sleep..eat...study...sleep...eat...study...
the things was repeated for me....
beside the study ...
i dun know what can i do so....
i also dun know i study is for what..
for my parents? for my future life? for myself ?
haiz.....
dun wan think it at all....so fan ar.....
i nid some suggestions....and some opinion....
i also dun know what is the purpose as i live in the world...
the 2012 is true o x? if is true ..then i x nid so fan ...
if is false...then what should i do ne???
hope my life can be more challenging and hopeful ....
so that all for now...continue study
good luck ....HAIZ~~~~

15/1/2010 Wangsa Walk Mall

2010-01-16T12:18:00.000-08:00

2day is my 1st paper for my exam...
that is English for Science...
i wake up at 7.00am...
prepare my revision...
even i still got more time ..
i go memories the format of the letter writing...
and the interpreting data..that is graph...
i alone sit in the living room
so cool for me ..
i wear my jacket and enjoy my Nescafe..
me + jacket + hand-free + listen song + nescafe + note..
haha ...suddenly i hear the ring sound from rui room..
his clock ring ring ring jor...
he wan wake up le..
he open the door saw me sit on the sofa
so surprise for him gua...
and come 2 ask me some question ..
that is good morning and wah so early o ..
bek chek ...
ntg can i say ...juz smile 2 him ...
haha so funny lo....lol
almost wan 8.30am jor..
so walk out from my house ..
going 2 scul ...taking my exam
i also feel oddness why i go scul so early ..
haiz nvm lo ..rui waiting me in living room ...
what can i do ..
follow him go lo ...
my oldest son come 2 fetch me by car...
but i aldy go out from my house jor...so sad...
haha
but after that exam ..
v decide go take lunch ...behind the K block ...
when v reach there...
they can dun wan eat at there..
because ntg 2 eat ..
and vivian say she wan eat A&W...
so v decide go wangsa walk mall
v order 2 much ..until i feel so full at all ..
ahahaha...
some more jacky pay for me and my son XX..
so very thank you Jacky ....
then v go play the ball+ling..haha...funny
so happy for the playing..
because v so long time dun hv go take a game 2gether v a big group
that day got ....
han woon, teak en, khuan chong, vivian, me, xay xuan,
chee guan, ting wei, yin yeh,ah wei, jacky ..
around 11 ppl go...
hahah
feel like aldy finish the exam ....
v also go popular buy some books....
as got the promotion at that time ...
so ...good luck for every1....
hope u all can get a good result...

Badminton

2010-01-11T09:25:00.000-08:00

in morning ..
v suppose go jogging 1...
so i wake up at 6.15am ...
as khuan chong will come my house fetch around 6.35am....
i drink a cup of coffee
and sit in the living room ..
waiting him come...
but around 7am...
he haven come my house...
so i think he aldy over sleep...
then i sms him ...ask how?
he tell me he over sleep...
hahaha ...that is what i guess rite...
besides that he tell me change 2 everning..
go jogging~~~~
so i continue go bk sleep...
when i wake up again ..
the time aldy is 5.00 ....
i saw my hp ...dun hv his messages..
so nvm la...
may b they haven go leh ...
so i open my laptop ..n msn ...
suddenly mu 3rd son msn me..
asking me wan go badminton o x....
i feel so oldness....y change 2 badminton jor 1...
they change it ..because of rain...
but i didn't saw any rain o....
however....i aldy prepare leh...
so i go jogging in the area of TBR...
when i come bk ..
i c my hp got a messages...is my son...
he say around 7pm will come fetch me go...
i quickly go bath n change cloth...
i sitting in living room ..
wait him again...
after v finish play the badminton
v decide go take dinner..
n v go KK ...in sri rampai...
take our dinner....
actually i feel a bit tired 1...
but i c them ....talk talk n talk....
so i also follow talk lo....
because ntg 2 do ma...rite...
haiz...~~~~~
come bk house jor....
alone....so lonely ...
lazy 2 study .....juz facebook..+ing...
and finish the copy of statistics ...
i wanna complete the notes..
let me study as well....
so now aldy 1.38am leh....
my eyes going 2 close....
feel sleepy......
horrrrrrr~~~~~~~~~~`
i wan go sleep lo...
good nite for all my friends....
take care + good luck

Dinner v lizard

2010-01-10T05:53:00.000-08:00

juz wakes up at 5pm++
ntg 2 do at all....
facebook..+ing
hahaha lazy cook for my dinner..
because juz wake up ...x mood at all....
msn + facebook
what can i do ne...haiz~~~
i wake up because my mon calling me ...
so i answer her call...
what going on ...
she ask my opinion for the new hand-phone...
my mon wan buy her own hp...
that y she call me asking how..
actually my mon must hv her own hp ..
because for some kes....
v nid contact her ..also can't
so i tell my mon ..ok lo ...
buy it la....
and then my mon tell me say that ...
she aldy buy a new hp for my brother ...
omg ....
i juz come bk a few week ..
my mon aldy buy for him ...
ish~~~~i aldy advise her dun wan buy the hp for him ...
because he very young and juz form 1 only...
x nid buy for him la...
haiz...finally she still buy for him...
omg ....u also didn't buy the hp for me when i am 13 years old...
anywhere dun wan buy ...she aldy buy for him jor...
what can i do .....NOTHING~~~
dun wan chai them la...
suddenly ting wei msn me ..
ask wan go take dinner 2gether o x...
so v decide go KK take our dinner....
got vivian, yy, jacky, khuan chong and my 3rd son ah wei...
my oldest son xai xuan aldy go bk his mon house
and taking dinner v his mon...
so sad for me ....hahahawakakaka
until around 8pm++
v go bk home ..
some more YY take the chocolate come
gv us eat....
wakao..so nice leh ...
they come 2 my house sit and eat the chocolate...
after a few minute ...
they all r go bk lo....
that all for 2day lo...
take care for all my friends ...
GOOD LUCK ooooo~~~~

Omg for Jacky

2010-01-09T12:03:00.000-08:00

ntg 2 do at nite...
suddenly jacky sihn in his msn ..
u msn me asking wan take dinner o x...
omg ..around 11++pm...
also haven take ur dinner...
i tell him i dun wan go...
because i eat jor...
but i tell him i wan tea time...
hahaha...so funny...
so he decide 12am will come my house meet me 1st..
then juz go MH tea time....
and my son xai xuan will come 2gether...
as tea time 2gether....
when they reach ...
i saw that jacky aldy cut his hair...
better than b4....juz for b4..
after that he enter my room ..
waiting me 2 prepare...
he asking me ..
u guess how much for my cutting hair..
i guess around RM200++
he tell me wrong...
not RM200++
is RM500++
omg ..
i never hear that got a ppl cut hair need 500$$
i really cant believe that ..
how come so expensive....
for me i never cut my hair wan RM500++
in my whole life....
haiz.....jacky ar...u aldy eat by them la...
haiz..
u better gv me that much money ...
for buy shirt also no need so expensive ba~~~~
so regret didn't ask him ...
when u go cut ur hair ...
ask me follow also ....
haiz....if for me ...
sure i will say DUN WANT lo~~~~~
never ask how much b4 cut ur hair....
u really crazy ....+ ....wasting the money
y u wan take so expensive.....
u juz ignore what he suggest 2 u ...
n tell him ...
u juz wan this package enough ....
haiz...so sad when i hear this news.....
really really sad ar .....
u heart x pain ....i heart also can feel pain ar....
omg~~~~~omg~~~~~omg~~~~~
so bek chek .....
v tea time until 3am++
then go bk ..
because my son wan go toilet XU XU...
actually me 2 ...as i aldy drink 2 cup water jor.....
normally will enter toilet lo...
ok la.....juz write here ..
wan sleep jor...
now the time is 4.15am...
take care for all my friends....
GOOD LUCK

My brain was empty~~~

2010-01-09T06:49:00.000-08:00

i was wakes up at 5.13am...
i dun know y i wake up so early....
may b i aldy sleep enough....
dun know what can i do...
because everything was submit and done...
i open my door....go to the living room....
saw that very darkness at all....
rui switch off the light jor....
so i walk bk my room ....
feel ntg 2 do it....
then i open my laptop ...
facebook...+ing....
and play some games...
the exam was coming soon ....
is time 2 let me prepare the coming exam jor...
but x mood ...
how 2 prepare ne>?
wan do the revision also x mood....
ish~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
what happen for me o .....
stupid only.....
so go bk bath continue sleep again...
gd nite gd nite......
good luck for all my friends

very sorry to puven

2010-01-09T06:33:00.000-08:00

very sorry 2 the puven ...
u presenting ur part 2 teacher ....
i sit beside u ..also can't help u at all...
i know that when the u present ur part 2 the teacher..
u r very scare and worry that....
because i notice that ur part ..
come out a lot of error...during u show 2 the teacher...
some more when the teacher asking u click the thing ..
o open the file ..
u also blur at that time...
i wan help u 1...
but the teacher was sitting beside u ..
i scare he will scold us...
because i help u ...
i know u aldy try ur best ...
but time is over ..
u dun think so much la....
bad is ur group members la...."D"
he dun wan help ur group members at all....
follow him ..also die lo....
yesterday i dun hv help ...
i gv apologize 2 u in here....
i know u will cry after the class....
however u come 2 my house find me....
but i am very sry 2 u ..i am not at home....after the class..
because i aldy go behind the block K taking ..
my lunch ....
Haiz....
i know u dun wan repeat again ...
but u aldy try ur best 2 do it la...
juz dun be so worry about it la...
the teacher wont fail u d....
because if he aldy fail u ...
u aldy cannot get the exam slip lo...
lastly ...
i juz can say that ...
very very very very sorry 2 u ...
and good luck for ur coming exam....
take care for all my friends.....
and GAMBATEA for coming exam

8/1/2010 unbelievable thing

2010-01-09T06:14:00.000-08:00

finally v finish the assignment jor..
but still got the practical test again ..
for the database...
ish ...............
y last day for my 2nd sem in 2nd yr jor...
also wan practical test..
haiz ~~~~~
i very surprise what han woon tell me ....
during the programming presentation ...
he tell me b4 2day vivian got the work until 8++pm
so she decide go D****** house 2 do the programming ...
and ask him help ...
because i know that vivian is not very well in programming...
so that is very normal asking help from other ppl ...
but i hear that is "D" say that ...
vivian u x nid come my house...
then han woon ask him bk y ne?
then "D" say because this is individual work...
i dun wan help u ....
"你死你奸"...
omg ...who hear what he say also angry lo....
i know u "D" is very very pro in programming ...
but anywhere u also x nid talk like that mah....
haiz....
besides that..he also tell han woon say ...
ask them dun wan send their file 2 me ..
i dun wan receive the "rubbish"...
that program is they do until very trouble and tire..
some more do it overnite dun hv sleep...
u also x nid say that their program is rubbish ba....
u know that is very sad when they hear what u say that...
haiz ....i dun know y "D" become like that?
because this is individual work?????
tell me what is the reason u say like that???
ok ??tell me ???
i can't think what is the reason....
haiz.....
if u really dun wan help them ..
the u better tell them say that ...
i dun wan help u ...
directly tell them ..
better u say that "rubbish"
some more ...u dun wan help is ok ....
they didn't force u help them ...
but at least u shut up la...
how come u talk so much ....
puven also same case...
v all can know that her programming also not very well...
but at least u can help her a bit ba...
u ignore her...
what should she do ....
she come ask my help ..
also dun wan ask ur help ...
actually u already can know that ..what problem r u ....
v all r friends ma...
study is like that ma....u help me ...
i help u ...
but u won't ....
besides that for "D" ..
ur math also not good lo ....
but i also help u a ....
explain what u dun understand....
.........Haiz.......
so disappointing what u talk about 2 "D"....

take care la ..for my friends
dun care what he say la...
juz forget it....

7/1/2010 rushing another assignment

2010-01-09T05:58:00.000-08:00

rushing v my WAP assignment..at nite
WAP stand for window application programming
programming again ...
this time i really not so understand ...at half..
because i always skip that class..
as i lazy wakes up so early ...
somemore cannot wakes up also
i doing my part until i crazy ..
because i doing the purchase order...
that is the most important part for our purchasing system....
i dun understand y him aldy finish their part ..
still keeping away as dun wan help the group member...
i really dun understand..
make me so angry ..
at that time my hp got the mms problem ..
my laptop cannot run the program ..as my laptop is 64bit...
shit it..
so i need use my gf desktop 2 do my assignment..
lucky she dun hv use it at that time...
i nid 2 rush in 2 side..
because the desktop in the room ...
so tired ...
he can help the ppl that is another group 1..
y he cannot help our group member...
really angry ..fk him...
somemore my son xai xuan and puven was coming my house..
they ask my help ...
but i 2 busy for my order part..
so actually i dun hv help them so much ...
i feel so sad and sry for them ...
v do it overnite again...
dun hv sleep at nite because of the assignment....
keep doing the programming and s*****g....
so trouble for me again ...
and tired ..
but x choice ...
still wan do it...
as 2moro wan submit and for our presentation jor...
so need 2 complete it...as possible
>>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
during our presentation ..
the "ki na"...
scold yy and jacky ..
say that y yesterday got the problem ..
u all dun wan come 2 ask me....
fk him ...
they ask u question ...what respong u gv them ....
ci bai u la.....i know u r very well in programming..
but x bid show off like that 1...
if u really wan help them ...
how come u hide u in the room ...
dun wan come out....
so bek chek for him ....
but anywhere v dun wan fight v him ...
because once i start fight v him ..
sure i will hit him gao gao
tak boleh tahen dia la....
ish~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
after finish our group presentation ..
he come 2 ask me .....
any comment as given by the teacher..
i tell him...ok lo...
juz yy, jacky and kar liang nid 2 add more function
as get more marks....
then he ask y u dun hv de...
u pass it ar...
how come u x nid d...
walao .....he lan xi in front of me...
mahai la ....really wan hit him at that time...
but i dun hv la...haha
fkfkfk him only....
so i decide help them at nite again ...
i ask them come 2 my house again at nite..
then i go bk sleep until 10.00pm+++

6/1/2010 scold by the english teacher

2010-01-09T05:41:00.000-08:00

wake up at 7.45am...
after i prepare aldy 8.15..
so i calling vivian c whether she hv do o x..
because i tired go scul...
damn tired d...
but she tell me she dun hv go scul for whole day...
so sad ...
after that chee guan sms me..
i saw that message..
he tell me the teacher aldy discussing the graph and instruction jor...
i c my clock aldy lated ...
so i decide dun wan go jor...
so i tell him i hv done it ..
but i haven print it out...
i ask him how...?
he tell me dun know...
so i also reply him dun know...
then he tell me say: i tell teacher say that ..
v done aldy but the hard copy u keep o take it...
omg ...me wrong again ..
now is u dun hv do ....
is not me ...how come u say like that..
then i reply him i dun know at all...
i wan sleep...and i go bk my room ..
continue sleep...
after 15min..
he calling me say that : teng hann ..teacher ask u come scul ar...
i so bek chek asking him y?
he say that because only our group is do the instruction ..
so the teacher wan discuss it...and wan me 2 present.,..
shit la...i rush go print the instruction and run 2 the class...
when i enter the class..
i saw that all my classmates was doing the instruction..
so i feel blur...
how come they doing it de?
so i ask yy what happen..
she tell me the teacher say because tan teng hann didn't come the class..
so u all nid 2 do the instruction ..
wah ...my false again ....
they wan do the instruction because of me...
when the teacher coming ..
she saw me ..
so keep scolding me....
she say that:
tan teng hann ..u ar...how come u handing the hard copy ...
u dun wan come the class....
haiz...u think i wan take it ma...
i juz print it only ...ok ...
but i dun hv tell the teacher..
if not she will scold me and chee guan gao gao de...
so i better keep quite...
what respond should i gv her...i dun know...
i done it ..u scold me....i dun hv do it ....u scold me also..
so better i dun wan do lo....STUPID...
make me damn no mood at whole day ...
how come i do it ..u also wan scold me ...
what false for me ....
what problem for me...
damn angry >>>>>
whole class she keep scolding me ..
until finish the class...
bu ki +_)(*&^%$#@!
after that class go bk sleep lo.....
continue my dream...
dun wan remember the thing happen juz now...
fkfkfkfkfkfkfkfkfk...the english teacher...

5/1/2010 database assignment

2010-01-09T05:21:00.000-08:00

v rushing do the assignment ..
for the database...
because 2moro wan submit jor...
always is last minute 1...
haha..
that is individual part..
so every1 must done my their own opinion...
i try 2 finish it as fast as possible....
hope can ..
because i wan help my group member 2 finish it ...
so lucky i finish jor ..
and keep helping yy, jacky and kar liang....
for the "ki na" ..i didn't help him because he know he very geng jor..
so i help him also useless...
so i better dun wan chai him ..
let he done by himself...
but anywhere v also finish it around 4am..at nite...
omg ..so late again...
dun know y v always do the assignment until so late ...
unfortunately..my english haven done..
that is the instruction...
so i nid 2 do it follow done the database
so continue
as i hv ask vivian and chee guan ..
but they dun hv do ..
then i better do it...
then done at 5am...
and go sleep...
good nite for my friend..
so sleepy
sleeping........sleeping........sleeping..........

Surprise class

2009-12-30T10:36:00.000-08:00

Hahahaha...
2day the class.....
so surprise because ...
vivian's brother join us 2 enter the class...
hahah ....
he feel bored as ntg 2 do stay at ting wei house...
b4 that he go Orange Internet ...on9 ..
and play ...game..
i think he will play the SDO games....
somemore there will very jam for the internet line...
if not he wont join us enter the class 1....
after v take the lunch at the back door ...
the makmak....
v enter the class la....
he so scare the teacher will notice him ..is not our class...
and score him...
actually he no nid worry about it ...
because our lecturer very nice ma...
very nice until crazy ...
juz keeping in teaching ....
hahhaa....
during the class....
vivian take out the biscuit from her bag...
and eat in the lecture hall ...
haiz~~~~`go geng and bek chek ...
juz now juz eat ...now eat again .....
that y she so F**...
hahaha..kidding nia....dun angry orrrr......
suddenly her brother tell ....
brother: 'oic....my sister enter the class ...is take out the biscuit and eat ....no study 1...'
hahaa
i tell him ...
no la tis juz a 1st time do like that only....
last time juz sleep and talking only ...
he stunned in front of me ....
his face look like very blur ....and "empty"...
hahaha ,.....
after the class .....
khuan chong bring ting wei go fetch her NS friend ...
call lao dou....>>father
hahaha....then v dun hv follow ...
because v more 'guai' than them ma....
v wan enter the class....
when v wan start our statistics class...
suddenly got a cat come in the class....
but then vivian wont notice that n know that....
chee kuan lie her...
say that : "vivan ur dog(vitolie) coming"
vivian so happy asking him where...
then she know that is a cat ...
she so stun and surprise....
she jump jump jump .......
and shout ...
got cat got cat ar....
hahaha..
she jump like monkey ...as i saw that ...
so funny ...
i juz know she very scare the lizard...
besides that ..
she also scare cat....
so funny ....hahahhaha
even she scare the cat ...
she still wan take photo the cat..
omg ...shit~~~~~
scare but keep take photo ....
somemore ask the tutor ...: "r u scare the cat o x?"
then the tutor stunned by the question ask by vivian..
haha then she juz keep quite and feel funny
hahaha...
she shout in the class ...
until the class aldy until half n hour....
no nid continue class lo ....
hahaha....
by then ..2day i didn't feel boring ....
and so happy and funny during the cat come in the class....
because i know that vivian scare the cat also .......
anywhere take care for all my friends

Assignment again

2009-12-30T10:08:00.000-08:00

Haiz...
hearing wan submit the assignment
to the teacher ...
i also feel scare ..
omg ...v nid to rush the assignment again ....
so tired wan to do it...
i think i will do it overnite again....
x nid sleep aldy lo ....
so bek chek ....
how come like that 1.....
i hate it ...my life become like that...
always until last min juz wan do it ...
for me ..
same thing only ...la...
juz wait until last day ..
juz can force me go do it....
2nite yy will come my house sleep..
because of the assignment....
assignment again..~~~~~
so i decide cook big dinner 2nite...
when i reach home aldy around....3++pm
so tired ...i tik i wan sleep awhile...
then juz go buy the vegetables and some beverage..
as serve YY and Jacky....
this 2 couple ar....
take dinner also wan 2gether ...
wakakakaka juz kidding la...
haha ....so famous for them ...last 2 week
but now aldy cool down ...
because "he" aldy stop keep talking their relationship...
as his relationship more confuse 2 ....
wakakak ....
guess who as i mention that~~~~
i think YY will know that ...
hahaha....
so tired ar~~~~~y our college so busy 1 de.....
really out of my hope....
2nite will busy ...
because YY, Jacky , Jia Liang, Xai Xuan, his gf ...
will come my house doing the assignment...
haiz~~~~so many ppl come my house ....
can open party aldy lo...
really hate the assignment.....
affect my mood~~~
anywhere still continue finish it....
omg~~~fast fast finish it then can go tea time lo.....
and 2moro will go genting 2 countdown ...
hahaha ...so happy .....
and the jacky will become Zombie 2nite....soon....

boring saturday

2009-12-27T09:57:00.000-08:00

i feel boring whole day...
around 5++pm smtg wake up...
ntg do it.......
facebook +ing lo...
haiz....stupid day and me....
some more stupid my hp...
because some1 sms 2 me...
that is khuan chong lo...
he sms me ...
wan go sing k o x...
but anywhere...i always on d ma...
rite ? haha..
so i reply him ...ok x problem ...
hahahaaaaaaa...
i still wan keep sleeping ...
but aldy 2 late le...
aldy 5 smtg...
haiz..
x choice la ....wake up lo...
so keeping facebook....
haha...ntg 2 do lo...
lucky khuan chong ask me go sing k...
haha......but until 7 and 8 o'clock...
he still dun hv call me ...go out...
i think no go aldy ...
suddenly he sms me...
say that v go tea time ...
haiz ..ok lo .....
then i ask where ?
he say ampang ....
what ampang again ...
ok ...on again la...
haha...after v decide go look up point
or gaseline tea time la...
because v also dun know where v go ...
when v reach ...
x body wan service us....
so i call them come....
a girl staff come....and service us...
but she say she wan rest a few min ...
because 2 busy ...
omg ..wht kind of services....
like shit...
after that she tell us ...
all things cannot order ...
unless the chicken , beef, lamp chop only...
and the drink also juz can order 1 soda only...
haiz....
then v change 2 look up point ...
juz a menu let us choose only...
all things around RM40 and above....
some more the drink also ....
1 drink RM8.00 for every beverage....
so expensive....
then change again ....
v go STATION 1...tea time ...
their services better than juz now....
so good ....
excellent hahaha....
play card until around 4++...
reach home also around 5 ++....
haha...this few days always late sleep ...
late wake up..
i hope that tis week i can keep continue like that ...
at least tis few days can reduce my street ....
i x nid feel so trouble ...
dun know y ..
i so miss my son .....XX...
i dun know y when i chat v him ...
i never feel trouble ...
so relax on that time .....
my dear son ...
i miss u ...
wakakakakakaka.........

怀念的一首歌

2009-12-27T09:26:00.000-08:00

dun know y suddenly think out this song...
我们这里还有鱼 ....
tis song so touching....
for our form5 graduation ....
hahaha.....
may b i still can't forget my best friends...
and my classmate in secondary scul.....
EEE, yee voon, ah liam, snoopy hoong...
and so on ....
i still can remember them 4ever...
haha ...last time v play 2gether...
sing 2gether, .....kao jiao 2gether ....
but now ....no more last time lo...
time is over, age is over, ppl also over...
nowadays juz can know that....
i may know other friends...
like in my college....
lucky i know so good friends here...
i never regret as i choose tis course and tis..
scul as i study ...
i know that if i tell friends ..
i study at TARC college now....
i think they will think ..so cheap ...
and not so popular 1.....
but i won't think so ...
may b i hv think like that b4...
haha time is over ...
time can let some1 to change his o her mind...
may b i am the 1 .....
the time change my mind ...
during i study in this scul .....
haha so happy as i know so good friends...
like yy, jacky, vincent, vivian, ah wei, xx, ting wei.......
but anywhere la....
i also very miss my friends in my secondary scul lo....
dun know y ...
may b the time let me change like that ..
haha ...so long time no miss them aldy ....
i think if i hv the time sure i will go bk my
hometown meet them ....
tea time v them ..
somemore chat v them ...
haha ....i think they got a lot of story chat v me...
some more they ask me go pub drink beer also ...
omg ...is 1 girl invite me also ...
haha ...time is over lo....
go drink beer...
last time v juz go drink tea and mama only...
now....go pub lo...
hahaha...
so miss them ....
anywhere ...take care for all my friends la...

My gf birthday...

2009-12-26T01:22:00.000-08:00

erm ..i dun know how 2 celebrate her birthday ..
last time i hv plan ...
but x enough time ...
so i decide change another 1...
i decide steam-boot in my house....
got jacky, yy, ting wei, vincent, vivian, xai xuan, rui, ah wei....
all of my best friends la....
that i invite them come ....
after class ....i plan go pasar seni...
buy a present that is a flower for her...
because she always mention me last time ....
she love the blue rose flower .....
so i go there and buy it....
and yy accompany me go....
omg ...so far ....take LRT....
x choice ..is her birthday ...
nid 2 buy also ....
after v reach there ...v can't found that ...
the blue rose....
because out of store jor....
so after this shop ..go there shop ......
haiz...
finally i found that ....
so no nid think so much ...
juz buy it ..because that day very hot ....
after that i regret jor....
as the flower so big enough and large.....
i feel malu when i take it on my hand ....from
pasar seni to wangsa maju....
then from wangsa maju to TBR ....
so many ppl look at me ....
i really feel malu ...
bek chek...
after back i hide the flower as dun wan gv her 1st ...
and go buy the food and things for the steam-boot.....
i buy a lot of food ...
but less then RM100.00....
they dun believe when i told them ....
wakaka ....
because i compare the price ma.....
so very cheap only lo.....
x nid spent 2 much ....
wakakaka.....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
started our steam-boot......
eat eat eat ....
no stop for her ...
juz sit and start 2 eat ...
really fat lo....
haiz....
tell her always say nvm 1....
i will keep fit next time.....
at that time i suddenly become the staff o waiter....
serves them so well.....
finish the soup ....
then call me refill....
they really "big eat"....
after few min....
call me refill the soup again ...
omg ....
drink so muck ...
haha ..nvm la ...happy nia.....
after that they decide play the games ...
they play until so crazy and stupid....
kiss u ....kiss him ...kiss her.....
snake kiss also ...
is boy v the boy ....
woowowowowowoow
so sad ....wanna vomit .....
haha...finally ....
playing until moody ....
they ask me take off the cloth....
i am the 1st 1 take off the cloth ....
haiz ..
nvm la ...
in my house ma .....
ntg species....after all boy aldy taken off the cloth .....
they ask them taken off pants ...omg ....
wakaka...lucky ah wei and i ....
no nid taken off the plants ...
because v end the games leh ..as so lated aldy....
so xai xuan , vincent, and jacky taken off all the things ....
juz leave the underwear...
hahaha
v lose ..then drink the beer ....
haiz.....
so sad la .....always is jacky , yy and ting wei them ....
i also limited them dun buy so much la....
because 2moro still got the exam ar.....
then eat the cakes...
and sing the song for fannie.....
then finish our steam-boot ...so go 2nd-round ...
go tea time....in sri rampai ....KK
around 4++a.m juz go bk ...
then sleep ....
take care for all my friends

disappointed result

2009-12-21T09:55:00.000-08:00

2day ...i hv a mid-term test for
my english for science subject ...
the tutor have gv us a tips...
that is the question...
may come out either is memorandum o letter writing..
i know the trip ...
so what ..
i also lazy to study it ....
so decode go play the badminton v my friends..
that is lizard , yy, vincent and ah wei ...
after so tired and pain for my legs....and hands...
but happy also ....
haha..
then come bk home also start playing my games...
not yet start my revision...
luckily the officer set the question is memorandum ....
so easy to write ...
all of my friends c so no mood also for 2days...
they all juz go the back door XXXX....
haiz ...so what can i feel ....
follow also lo ...wakakakaka..
all kaki ma ....
when i enter back the class..
the tutor distribute the last mid-term question paper ...
that is statistics II paper....
omg .....so surprise for my result....
i get less than half mark of the total marks...
the total mark is 45....
i get 21.5....
then the tutor say less than 22.5...nid to make good...
for this test....
shit shit and shit ...
i never do the make good test b4 ....
this is the 1st time for make good ....
omg ...
how come i will become like that...
study overnite also get so low marks....
then study for what ....
i never know that my mark will as low as like shit...fuck....
so sad for me ....
i dun know y like that ......
i think i can pass it ...
but so disappointed for myself .....
i really so sad and surprise when i getting my paper.....
really unbelievable .....
my friends also very surprise y i will get this marks....
because i never get so low b4....
and this subject is math...
sure i will get higher mark 1 ...
but that is a true for me ...
i really get that low mark.....
so i able 2 make good le...
i feel my tear was coming out....
so i try 2 stop....that...
finally i done ...as stopping my tear come out.....
i so sad .....
i scare my final exam also like that .....
so how can i future study ne...if i result is like that ....
fuck la....stupid for me....
so regret i dun wan study hard b4....
sad sad sad sad .....

my heart was broken ...

my tear was come out ...

my feeling was moody ...

my result was bad ...

my study wan useless ...

my life was boring ....

friends take care la...

boring day

2009-12-21T09:06:00.000-08:00

haiz.....most the days always
no mood and boring ..
how come my life become so sien ...
who can tell me ...
and let me know ....
study ...study and study ...
otherwise sleeping, and 0n9 ...
warrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....
so sien my life....
who can talk v me ...
chat v me ....
and make dun be so sien ....
if x i think i will die for my boring life....
anyway i still nid 2 continue my life ...
i dun know what happen for ...
always stay in no mood situation...
i try 2 catch up my study ...
useless ...
because i x mood wan 2 study yet....
but i know my final exam was coming soon...
what can i do ...
i think b4 started my 2nd semester in 2nd year...
i wan try 2 make my CGPA be last time
as high as possible....
i won think is my relationship v my gf ...
affect my result ....
the problem is come from myself ...
last time i no nid study ...
i also can get a well result ...
but nowadays won be....
so sad for me....
come bk home ....
i never take out my note 2 study ....
unless b4 the mid-term ...
i juz taken out ....
i very disappointed for myself...
i never think i will become bad and bad
during my education ....
i believe that i will very regret if i
still continue like that.....
Haiz~~~~~~~
x mood...doing everything ..
also careless and cannot get a well result...
even thought i try 2 push myself...
also ntg species...
that is a big problem as i face now....
haiz...
juz a word ...sien ....
who can make me dun be so sien ....
i think juz clubbing can make me dun be so sien only....
because i like it ...
that is time 2 let me reduce my street....
so i may stop here...
all my friend ..take care and happy...

Pressure~~~

2009-12-14T07:43:00.000-08:00

how 2 reduce the stress and pressure....
may i find some1 2 chat?
o go drink beer again ...
until drunk....o go dance ....
until very tire and no feeling ?
what should i do ....
can not go die also ....
i must take care my family..on future life....
i must think twice b4 i do.....
i have think b4 is ....should i give up my education ...
i know that i dun like study ...
but for my parent....
they ask me ....if u dun wan study ...
what can u do ....
i tell them a lot la...
like work ....ar...
then they scold me ....u so young....
who wan work in their shop o company o ....
juz keeping scold...
so i continue my diploma now....
after 1 and the half yr ...
in coming few month i will graduate le ....
i try 2 ask my dad ...
after diploma ..
can i future study in advanced diploma ...
i haven finish what i say ..
he aldy scold me ....
change 2 degree la ....
advanced not good 1 la...
change 2 UTAR la....
omg ....what can i say in continue ne...
so i decide diam and shut up....
juz let him scold until he feel happy....
after that i try 2 ask my mother opinion
my mon juz tell me i dun know o ...
u better ask dad ....
but i aldy try 2 ask la ....
useless .....finally juz get scold and scold....
after i think myself for a few minutes....
i go 2 tell my mother say that ...
next time ...my thing u all no nid discuss la...
i juz come 2 inform u all ....
not discuss v u all....
that all.....damn sad for me .....
i try 2 find my family 2 discuss my personal problem ....
they juz know scold n never think out ...
they never stand at my condition and think ....
never never and never ....
damn sad damn sad ......
i can sharing my personal thing 2 who ne .....
really can find out some1 accompany me ....
and help settle all the things o problem as i face....b4 and now
i dun know y i dun like share my thing 2 other ppl ....
include my family and gf ....
because i know that ...it will bring more trouble 2 me only....
so i will keeping all my things ...
as settle in well ways ...
whether that is good o bad....

No mood....

2009-12-14T07:13:00.000-08:00

Haiz....
i found that ......my another shoes lost also....
my spot shoes....
haiz...so sad.....
no money 2 buy new 1 la.....
how come the god treat me like that 1....
1 trouble haven settle ...
another come again ....
adding me pressure.....
let me can't breathing le...
shit la....who can help me ....Fk the god....
i really dun know my face so "black" ...
my classmate ask me what happen for u ....
y this few days ur face become like that 1....
happy n smile la ...
haha ...actually i also dun wan like that ..
but i dun know what happen for me also ....
so i answer them ...ntg ....
juz know that i lie them ....
i really can't breathing le la.....
may i share something 2 my gf ....
for me ...i think very hard...
because i feel that ..she also can't help...
even she is my gf ...but i dun wan let her know ....
dun wan let any1 know what happen for me ..
because i never tell other ppl know my thing ...
accept my gf so....
so i very apologize 2 my gf....
i think i will recover bk as fast as possible ....
because i also very tired .....
dun know what can i do now ....
juz let it pass, pass and pass....
whole day also like that .....no mood at all....
homework also lazy 2 do it .....
i know i slow slow can't catch up le ....
but i still keep it like that.....
few months can graduate le ....
also dun wan study hard ....
recover bk my result .....
so species for my life ....
how come .....???????
i also dun know ....
may b i entering the bad life gua....
haha ...so sad....

My shoes....

2009-12-13T09:06:00.000-08:00

yesterday juz drink beer .....
2day my shoes lose jor...
how come like that....
my shoes also wan steal ...
omg ..
the thief dun hv money buy the shoes meh ...
damn angry 1....
because i know my shoes lose when i wakes up...
fffffff him ar....
dun know y at TBR here so many thief 1....
izz't here is thief town ....
last time juz steal my pendrive ....
steal my pencil box...
now shoes also wan steal ....
omg ....unbelievable ....
around RM 70++ for my format shoes ...
nid 2 say bb to it le ....
so sad ...nid 2 buy a new 1 again ....
so cham ar ...me .....who can help me ...
my financial problem juz recover bk around few week ...
now face the problem again ..
i hate it....
this few week ..
i spend around RM4000.00++....
omg ....GOD pls help me la....
haiz...x choice ...still wan settle myself...
but anywhere still ok lo...
can't go clubbing in this few month....
nid 2 save cost ...
really hate the thief ....
even that is a real thing...
also wan steal it...
always doa that side ....
useless and stupid ....
i dun care i am Malaysian o x....
but the malay ppl really is pig.....
even thought u r the president o sultan ....
also stupid ....because u r pig....
always rely on the allah o GOD...
what thing u can get it....
juz know how 2 talk, sleep and eat..
same v the pig....
kill u ..malay pig

Drink beer again!!

2009-12-13T08:38:00.000-08:00

i wakes up...
when YY call me ...
at that time i psych out...
as she ask where got beer drink ...
then i ask her ...
y suddenly wan drink beer ne
she tell me actually not she wan ...
is some 1...wan drink beer....
i know is who la...
but dun wan list out her name la...
haha if not later she will scold me 1....
i also long time didn't drink beer lo...
haha but anywhere la...
i still accompany them drink 1....
so they decide buy the beer come my house drink....
but i never think they will buy so much....
they buy 24 tin....beer ...
omg....
how come so much ...u all wan drink until vomit ma?
haha....we playing the card ....
who choose the smaller o bigger number ...
will drink the beer ...
omg ....really crazy lo .....but very happy also ....
all playing untill so crazy ....
jacky vomit also ....
"she" drunk also ....
haha...i nothing ....
because i no drink so much ....
so safe lo ....
when jacky vomit ...omg ..my toilet
all things that is vomited by jacky ...
shit ...i nid 2 clear and clean all....
but friend ma ...nvm la....
juz help him ....haha .....so crazy....
after khuan chong go bk ....
i put the 2 drunker into the empty room ...
let them rest and sleep .....
so blur for them ......
i also feel damn tire also ....
suddenly YY tell me she wan download ....the movie...
so she use jacky laptop 2 download...
but dun hv the thunder s/w ....
so i borrow my laptop 2 her to download it...
my laptop download movie very fast ..
she feel very happy...
juz 1 hour only ...
aldy downloaded ....
she also blur blur...
because she suddenly say out ..
juz this movie can make me high only...
wakakakakakakakakaka...
she really very high ....
that all for my blog la....
juz write at here...
and stop at here...
hope u all can happy always ...
and fast fast settle the trouble la ...
take care...

Bad & F##k presentation

2009-12-13T01:36:00.000-08:00

I really hate the teacher of my subject ..
that Miss Low...
for my English for Science Subject...
i dun know where i do wrong ...
firstly i start our presentation
so i explain who is my partner and the intro ..
what title we will present later....
i also explain the which parts i will present
and which parts my partner will present it ..
actually v plan that is ...
1st i explain the long report...
then my partner will start present .....
until some part ..
as i will continue it..
suddenly she scold me ...that teng hann u aldy start the intro
then u let ur partner continue ..
so the intro mark of ur partner will 0 marks...
and u also 0 marks for ur intro....becuase u dun hv ur own intro
what the fuck!!!!!
u never tell me ...
each person must hv their own introduction..
but nvm ...
i still wan to continue it .......
she say i dun hv eyes contact v other ppl ....
but i aldy try my best to do it ...
u still wan scold me...
shit .....after that she say i juz follow read the power only..
i dun know ..i hv do it like that o x?
but i not the 1 like that ...
i very tired as i prepare this assignment until
i do it overnite for 2 days dun hv sleep le...
what can i do ....
somemore ....vivian juz put wrong the title only ....
she also wan scold until she say the content marks will be zero ...
actually juz a printing error....
only title ma ...can print again ma ....
like that also wan minus the mark ...
the content mark become 0 marks....
fuck ...
make the vivian cry aldy ....
this i also can accept ...
but my son (chee kwan) explain 2 u until he cry ...
how come u so strict ...
i know u r the teacher for advance diploma 1...
but v juz diploma only..
u x nid teach us using the advance diploma standard ....
u know i really feel so pressure for u ...
every week i also dun like attend ur class ...
that y i always late enter the class..
i dun like c ur face also ....
i also feel unfair for the presentation....
after our present u juz mention that the misstake ...as u can't do that ...
then u tell other group that u must do this ...do that....
so sure their marks must high then us lo ...
like that also can ...
fuck fuck fuck ....

Khuan Chong Birthday

2009-11-23T14:30:00.000-08:00

Hahaha...
is the crazy guy birthday leh....
hihi....is time for me to revenge bk 2 him lo....
after class....
i decide go cinema watch 2012...
so v take LRT ...2 times square....
but .....when v reach there...
v saw many ppl on there...
then v go check the time for 2012...
shit~~~~la
at that time juz around 5.15pm...
v decide take the movie 2012 at 5.45pm...
when v order..
the staff say...
the 2012 ticket aldy full sold le...
if u wan ...u must wait until 9++pm..
juz got ticket ...
OMG.....
how come like that ...
so terrible....
but nvm la....
v go gai gai lo....
shopping....
after few hours....
v take LRT go bk ....
because v wan go eat steamboat....
in telephone restaurant....
near Genting Klang....
so v go bk ....prepare ...
after that i call vivian come my house fetch me n my gf...
then i go take he cake...
as my gf aldy ordered last week...
juz haven take it....
following....v directly go the restaurant...
n wait khuan chong ..them reach....
walao...that side so traffic jam lo...
because got event in that sides....
so challenging for vivian....
as she drive the car....
but lastly...she still can park the car in well place...
then v all scare....
finally my gf help her park it....
haha....better like that..
So now...
starting our dinner lo...
wakakakkaa...
so happy...

****************************
Happy Birthday 2 khuan chong
wish u happy 4ever
****************************

This guy birthday o....
~~~~Happy birthday 2 U~~~~

me n brother chong

Before playing the cake

After playing the cake

Finally ...v wan go bk lo.....

Long time x on9 le....

2009-11-23T14:18:00.000-08:00

Hai...every1..
i came bk aldy....
long time didn't update my blog lo...
because in my house...
no internet access...
so i can't on9 lo.....
so cham a....
dun know is the line problem ...o
the house leader didn't pay the internet fees...
but whatever la....
Haiz...
very sien lo ...
in this few days...
but at least i hv go clubbing in 3 times ...
for the last 2 week....
haha..
so happy le...
until now.....suddenly stop all the activities...
i feel that ..got something lose...
i also dun know y my feeling become like that...
very cham very cham.....
no mood study ....nvm....
can't concentrate in the class also....
shit~~~~~
how i become so lazy le...
may b is the subject as i taking now...
2 boring aldy....
>>>>>PROBABILITY
always is probability....
let me learn in til my brain broken....
cannot on9 ....so..what can i do...
dun wan study ...dun wan study...dun wan study...
i dun wan study ar.....
but x choice...
still wan continue it....
may b i will find some jod 2 earn some money..
some more waste the time ....
dun let me so boring ...in my life...

Cutu cute Picture~~

2009-11-23T14:05:00.000-08:00

No places aldy.....
i wan die lo...

I also can sit on the chair...

I very tired ...dun disturb me o....
Zzzz......Zzzz.......Zzzz......

Me too.....
Orrrr.........

U...dun move....

RED box....

2009-11-13T07:27:00.000-08:00

b4 my birthday....
YY, Jacky, Vincent, n my gf....
bring me go sing the song....
haha...
can go kai kai lo ....
but anyway i think they got smtg lie me la....
i dun know what they wan 2 do....
i feel some scare.....
all r ghost ...
wakakaka
but nvm ...i juz follow ....
b4 start go time squares ....
they go play the pool ...in TBR....
omg ....play it again ...
didn't feel boring 1 meh ....
so i decide go bk prepare 1st ...
as i wan take bath ....
after they finish play pool ....
so v start go sing K la....
i feel boring ....because the headache...
n x mood ...
dun know y ....
may b very tired....
finally v reached there le....
n v take the RED BOX package ...
that is for student ...
juz around RM20++....each ppl...
including the buffer...
so cheap leh..
i also dun know y ...
juz enter...
n start our sing K....
haha..i very happy ...sing the song until no more sound...
some more i taking the dinner...
as the buffer started....
eat until so full ....
sing also so full....
v start sing the song from 6pm until 9pm .....
wakaka,,,,
3 hours more leh ...how 2 tahan ne....
hihi...i hv call bk 2 my family....as my brother birthday ...
n say happy birthday 2 him 2....
n tell my mom ...i juz finish sing K...
because my mom ask me y ur sound like that ...
haha change aldy ....

Attachment

2009-11-13T07:17:00.000-08:00

New month started (November)

2009-11-13T07:10:00.000-08:00

this month may call important 2 me o ntg...
because my birthday coming soon.....
the 3rd of the month....
dun know y ...still keeping bored....
even my birthday is coming ...
so ..ntg can do ...am i right...
then i keep quite there lo....
erm....
i decide my birthday week will celebrate in BBQ, clubbing 1....
anyway v plan the BBQ open in Vivian house....
the Ampang there....
so far leh....
b4 that i think i will open it in my house ...
but they say nvm la....go vivian's house celebrate la...
so i juz follow .....
because i wan all my friend happy ma....
ntg 2 write ....
stop here....
hope this month ..
will lucky n happy for all my friend .....

Domino's PIZZA

2009-10-28T02:01:00.000-07:00

The nite of willson day
wakaka...I, Fannie, Jacky n YY
go Domino eat the pizza....
so good leh ...~~~
haha
actually ...v didn't plan wan go eat 1...
juz suddenly found the restaurant Domino's Pizza....
so v juz go n eat lo ....
haha so palatable pizza....
eat until so full ....i become FAT boy le ..
how ne ...but i will continue 2 keep fit 1...
so dun worry o ...wakakakka
erm....i take some photo ....
as gv my friends that didn't go eat the pizza 1
haha...I very good leh ....
eat pizza ..still remeber 2 take the photo 2 u all ....haha

c ...this is the Set A as v order from the counter Domino ....
many things ooo....
so thick d Cheese...
v order ~~~~~
1 Regular pizza,
1 garlic cheese onion rings
& 1 more pizza that is thin 1...

Hei ...got some else wan steel the pizza eat...
she is YY lo ...
haha
she very hungry le ...
but i still keep wan take the photo ...
so she come 2 disturb me lo ...
hihi

wah ...extra cheese pizza .....
good leh ....
c this picture also feel so full le ...
but anywhere ...i finish eat the pizza aldy ....
4 ppl share the Set A pizza

this is the Garlic Cheese Onion Rings....
very palatable lo ....
if u free ...
u should go try ...
this Domino's Pizza ...
no need pay the tax.....same v the delivery also ...
no need pay the tax also ...
the Domino's Pizza phone is : 1-300-888-333
go try ar....

i am very creative ppl ....
use the garlic onion ring n pizza ....
combine 2gether become the cute mouse..
hihi ^ 0 ^

幸福點點名遊戲

2009-10-28T01:43:00.000-07:00

幸福點點名遊戲規則回答下列問題，貼到自己的網誌or報台寫完後，自己加一個問題然後傳給十個人，可以點點過的人，被你點到的人你要去跟他說，我點到你了。寫完後去跟點到你人說「我寫完了」不可以不寫喔，不寫幸福就會跑掉喔

1.我的大名 : 陈霆瀚
2.我的生日 : 11月3日
3.誰傳給你的 : VT
4.說出五個好朋友 : Fannie, YY, Xai Xuan, Vivian, Vincent
5.生日想要得到什麼禮物 : Anything
6.近期開心的是 : My birthday was coming soon**
7.近期壓力大的是 : Homework
8.未來想做什麼: MARRY...haha
9.有沒有喜歡的人 : Fannie Wong
10.同學會要回去找老師嗎 : 100%have
11.跟誰出去最幸福 : family and be-lover
12.如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : try 2 console them & kick them 2gether...^^
13.跟情人出去最想去哪 : any place..as long as she is HAPPY
14.聖誕節要做啥 : Go clubbing
15.最想跟誰過聖誕節 : friends & GF
16.有沒有起床气 : Nope...gua ^ ^
17.有幾個兄弟姐妹 : two brothers & 1 sister & 2 younger brothers
18.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : Circus
19.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : 我听见有人叫你宝贝
20.喜歡什麼顏色 : blue , black
21.上廁所會不會先沖水 : Sure will do it
22.愛不愛我 : ??? love who 1st...haha
23.喜歡男生還是女生 : sure girl la
24.最想大聲說什麼 : 啊啊啊啊啊啊啊~~~~~很闲啊
25.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : y not
26.上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : sure ...==!!
27.誰很欠打 : Some body
28.現在很迷什麼 : last time is dance ...but now still is dance
29.睡相很差 : dunno..never see b4 ~~
30.現在的時間 : 5.05PM
31.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 : No
32.體重多少 : 48kg
33.今天天氣 : Raining
34.你懷孕了嗎 : ==!! i'm boy stupid question ...haha
35.你若中樂透最想做什么 : buy car & house
36.大學生一定要玩的活動 : 在学校大闹一番
37.如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色你選 : Black...hihi ><
38.你覺得友情是真心的么 : A bit lo...juz depend which friends lo ...

點名人物
1 Vivian
2 Fannie
3 Vincent
4 Ting Wei
5 Keline
6 Xai Xuan
7 Pei Nan
8 Anthony
9 Ah Wei
10 Shawn

Wangsa Walk Shopping

2009-10-28T01:23:00.000-07:00

The nite of Willson Tan day...
so sien ...
dun know what can i do ...
so i decide go wangsa walk shopping lo....
ntg 2 do ma....
use the free time 2 shopping ...
but anywhere...
i ask Jacky n YY ....
accompany me go ...
sure include my gf la ....
if not ...
sure she will kill me ....
i will die ...
haha
Suddenly ....i found some thing make me so surprise
that is the CUP ...
omg ...
so big o ....
the picture as show as below ...
u will frighten

C ....how big is that for the cup...
really is a cup ..
i did't lie o ...

u can believe o x?
the comparison between human being cup n ET cup...
haha
UNBELIEVABLE!!!

haha....my 1 is most big 1....
n fannie take that cup ..is middle 1....
but also bigger than the normal as human use 1...
hahaha

i try 2 use the ET cup ...2 drink .....
omg how big the size of my mouth need 2 open ne .....
but this cup make v all so funny....
after come out the shop ...
v still keep continue 2 discuss the BIG cup ...
haha

Boring class

2009-10-19T09:36:00.000-07:00

Night of willson day
Haiz...so sien ar...
the class in 2day...
dun know y ....so sien ...
x mood wan enter the class
at morning ..the lecturer of statistics class
dun know how 2 use the projector & computer........
make the class so late n boring..
very hate the lecturer ....dun know
how 2 use ...is nvm ...
but dun know how 2 teach ...
omg ...
she juz copy ...n paste ...
after she explain the question ..
then juz show the answer n solution ..
shit la ....
she really dun know how 2 teach lo ...
like that also can ..
then i also can b lecturer..lo ..
so easy nia...
juz show the answer ..
never explain how can get the answer ...

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the class make me so bek chek ...
because 2day the lecturer check the attention...
she ask who else help ur friend sign his name..
make me so scare a bit..
as i hv help my friend sign his name bf ...
but anywhere i didn't "chai" her...
i still continue hear my music...
i dun know concentrate in her class...
very boring la ....
after class....
v go canteen take our lunch ...
but my brother chong n vivian they go...
pay their scul fees ...
so i did't follow ....as very lazy n tire...
then i accompany YY go take lunch...
when v reach canteen ...
v dun know what v wan eat ..
i juz buy the drink ...
x eat...
after 1 n half hour...
v nid go enter class again lo ..

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the next class also sien n boring ...
the program supervisor also dun know how 2 teach..
juz follow the solution then copy n paste again ...
OMG ...
how come this sem ..
all the lecturers so lazy 1..
i think my result also get poor lo ...
make me so sad lllll....
haiz...
2day so sien ....
after class ...
xia xuan ask my help ...
teach him how 2 use e-banking pay his scul fees...
then i borrow the motor from my gf ...
bring him go wangsa maju ...
use at least 3 o 4 hours 2 settle it..
but nvm la ..
he is my son ..
juz help him as good as i can ....
i also dun wan my friends ..
all withdraw...ma..
so try my best 2 help them lo ...
haiz ...
ntg 2 write ...
so end here lo ..
2moro got class so early ..
at 9am ...
dun know i can wakes up at that time o x..
but try my best la ..
so hope all my friend happy n lucky la

SAD day

2009-10-17T10:02:00.000-07:00

yesterday is friday ..
is my result come out ...
very scare ..
dun know y ...
i never scare before i c my result ..
but dun know what happen
at that time i very scare...
so i force myself dun wan open
the tar college website 2 c my result ...
finally i still open it ...c
my result so bad ...
but lucky i didn't at all
but my friends n my brother them ...
i dun know what can i do
i dun know what can i say
i dun know what can i help
i juz sad at all

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1 thing make me so scare n surprise
is i hear that chok leong n YY nig 2 repeat
for the ADIS subject ....
i can't believe that ...
at that time i hope i hear wrong ...
but that is real n true ...
shit n damn ...
2 people is my classmate, my friend, my housemate..
i really feel sad n angry...
sad for i dun wan they repeat...n leave from us
angry for the ADIS's teacher ..
because she let them false the subject
the teacher hv ask them 2 re-do the tutorial
as make good ...
but the result come out ...
u really let us disappointed 2 u ...
how sad for them ...
i dun know how 2 calc for u ...

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chong >> i dun know what feeling should i hv
at that time n moment...
yy nid 2 repeat...
leong nid 2 repeat also
ting wei false the accounting subject
u false 3 subject ....
xuan dun wan study
wan withdraw
no mood for doing anything ..
somemore i very sad for my result...
i dun know how 2 face my parent...
at the end i still haven tell my parent
my result ...
because i scare...

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2nite...ting wei hv the BBQ party ..
v plan wan buy the beer ...
finally v buy 24 small beer...
during the party ...
some no mood at all ....
me also ...
so i, chong, vivian
decide wan let YY drunk ..
because i feel she really sad ...
as she cry in front of us when
she tell us about her result ...
n she nid 2 repeat...
i can't believe ...
at the end vivian n i vomit...
because drink 2 fast ...
n v didn't eat so much ...
juz a bit ...food...
chong no drunk n vomit ..
because he wan drive the car
back 2 his aunty house
but i know he hope he can drunk ...
but drink car let him can't 2 that..
shit myself ...
like that small thing ..i also cannot help chong ...
this brother really useless..
haiz...

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hope u all can accept the bad feeling
n settle it in correct ways...
n lastly i hope u all can happy ...
dun b sad anymore ...
got anything ...can find me ..
talk v me ...
share v me ..
i try my best...
GOOD LUCK FOR MY FRIENDS & BROTHER

Going bk KL & bad luck

2009-10-17T09:36:00.001-07:00

Haiz...wan go bk 2 KL study le...
i still no mood at all...
because not very happy ...
the bus ....
shit la...
smtg happen for the bus ..
look the pic ...
u will know ..

This bus ....lo ...
haiz...
enjin got problem ...
then the drive decide leave it at besides...
how come like that 1...
so bad luck lo ...
haiz....

all the customers walk out from bus..
as very hot...
n the driver stand at the site
of road...
because he wan stop some 1 d bus...
help take his customers...
to the KL bus stop ...
lucky juz a few KM...
will reach KL ...
lucky ....
GOD help me ar....
i dun wan like that ...
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during that time chong call me ...
ask me wan go small genting o x?
go for what ne?
juz take the dinner lo ...
then nvm la ..
juz go lo
then i ask who hv go ...
he say got jacky , yy, anthony, joe...
but he tell me no enough sit...
because he scare his car..
very small ...
then v will fell trouble...
actually nvm la ..

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tat night suddenly traffic jam

damn shit it..
but we 7 ppl share one car go there
on the way going
the car pass though our car
will look into our car
and laugh...
because got 5 ppl sit at the bek...
omg ...
very malu lo ...
then i hide behind of my gf ...
haha..
she sit on my leg lo ...
juz some pain ...
traffic jam again ...
omg mg omg omg omg omg

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when v reach ampang ...
i fell very happy..
but suddenly ...chong ask me ..
hann r u still remember how 2 go small genting o x..
i very bek chek n geram ..
because he forget how 2 go there...
but i also forgot lo ..
then i ask him try 2 call vivian ...
c whether she can help us go there o x....
finally .....v reach jor...
lucky my legs ntg happen ....
but jacky's legs "ma bi" aldy ...
then he walk like old men ....
v all laugh him ..
so malu la ...

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reach there ...nvm ...
no electric suppy at that time..
some time got ...
some time dun hv ...
how 2 enjoy o ...
after v finish taking our dinner ...
v go bk lo ...
suddenly jacky say ...
TBR got 1 snoker shop hv promotion...
gv the customer at 50% discount ...
then they decide go 2 play ...
once play it ...
playing until 2o'clock smtg ...
then i ask them go bk early lo ...
2moro got the class at 9am ...
some more i not feelling well ...
then go bk my house ...
but i still feel happy ...
got a lot of events there when i go bk KL ...
Haiz ....2moro start my study le ...
sien la ...
my luck very bad ar...

Playing playing ooo....

2009-10-17T09:21:00.000-07:00

Hahaha so happy ....go play play lo ....
tis is my look .....
hihi ..
handsome leh ....
dun wan face 1 ...
hihi

sweet o ....
u all guess how v can taking tis photo
like that ..
no ppl help us 1 o ...
guess guess guess ....
hihihihi...

Hei ..dun simply taking me photo ...
privacy leh...
hihi..
nvm la ..juz offer 2 my gf lo ...
how many u wan take ..juz take la ...

2day take so many photo ....
because everytime v also busy ..
no time 2 taking the photo ....

so i decide i can taking the photo until i feel enough ....
haha
in tis time dun know what they doing ...
for all my friends in scul ...
because aldy start scul le..
but i miss 1 week ...
as i haven prepare the mood ...
wan 2 go bk study ...
i very lazy n tired...
that all......

马六甲的海边

2009-10-13T06:32:00.000-07:00

Wakaka..
go play play lo ....
sea sea sea sea ....
i love it ...
hihi..
v reach there around 6.30pm lo ....
but nvm la...
hihihihi...

the water so clear lo ....
compare v other places...
hihi...
good ar ...
the environment so good leh ...
hihihi..
very love it ...
because good felling ma...
hahahaha...
some more no malay ppl = "pig"....
this drawing is i draw 1...
for my girl friend >>> Fannie Wong...
hihihih...
love u forever....
Omg...
this thing done by Fannie Wong ....
haiz...
she ntg 2 do is like that 1...
but she fell happy ....
anything done by her ..i also like n happy...
because i also crazy 1 ma ...
hahauntil7.15pm something ....
the sun almost can't c lo ....
wan say bye bye 2 the sun lo ....
anywhere still can saw a bit light la...
so faster faster take the picture ...
haha..
for my sweet memory ...
then v also wan go bk lo ..
as almost black jor
bye bye lo the SUN....

可爱的宝宝。。。

2009-10-13T06:17:00.000-07:00

Anywhere....
i feel boring as help in the shop...
but after i saw this baby ...
i will feel happy...
her name call ming ming....
so cute name...
haha

ming ming come ...
i wan take photo ..
1....2....3....
haha..
she also know what v say...
then she follow what post as v order 2 her....
then she also smile...

wei...ming ming said:
"y u take my photo also dun wan tell me 1....
u know what is privacy....
an least u tell me 1st ma...
i wan make up"...
hahaha

hei ...ming ming drink milk....
ming ming said:
"dun take my picture la..
so malu la ...
i drinking my milk milk ma... "
haha
so cute ....
i also wan baby ...
nut dun so fast la...
after i married lo ~~~~~

在走街~~~~

2009-10-13T05:52:00.001-07:00

Finally i get rest....
because my gf's sister open the E-Cosway...
so i need 2 help them..
because i is a "member" of them..
hahaha
so x choice ..
go help la...
hahaha
but still got time go shopping also ooo...

so funny thing..
this this that i found de...
it put in front of the cloth shop...
use 2 display the beautiful shirt...
but after i c the "people"..
if i buy this shirt...
i will become same v this"people"?
haha

this picture i taking in a
shopping center which in Melaka 1....
i also what is that ..
i saw many ppl take the photo ...
so i also follow lo ..
wakakaka

see....
got the Malaysia flag o...
so beak chek...
got a big big flower on the top ...
OMG....
what is that?

Wah...the fish very big...
if i eat this fish ..
sure i will very full ...
haha
but cannot eat....

the grass also planted on the road....
very funny 1 also ...
look like chess...
haha
dun know can play o x?
hahahahaha

马六甲的第一天

2009-10-13T05:39:00.000-07:00

Hahaha...
reach KL lo ...
dun know what can i do...
because i go back KL early...
still got 1 week go on ....
so i decide go my gf's hometown....
haha
then i reach Melaka la ....

The Eye On Malaysia....
i found on Melaka...
c u again....
haha....

wah....so beautiful ...
this picture that i taking ...
because very nice ma...
haha and very big also

some more.....
i found a camel ...
see clearly...
that is a blue camel as created by using
the small blue LED....
so creative.....

Hahaha..
let me gv it a kiss...
haha
this also wan take photo..
so funny...

去Ulu Kenas玩山水

2009-10-04T11:25:00.001-07:00

Finish the work ..
i bring my brother, friend, n my gf ...
go play play lo....
c the rock so big ar...
they sit on the rock in the river...
the water so cold...
i very scare cold ...so i wait so long time ...
juz go play v them...
c them ...
talking at there...
haiz..so "ba gua" haha
wei ...c here...
taking photo ...
haha
this drink is v bring 2 there...
v open the small party at there...
haha
i put the drink into the river ....
make it cold...
haha
big big rock ....
small small rock ....
many many water ....
beauty beauty river ....

beauty river also ....
but very cold....
haiz..
i very scare....||||

come come ...i take 1 more picture ..
after that v wan go back lo ...
because so late lo....
around 6pm amtg ....aldy ...
then i decide bring them go pasar malam o ....
hiihihihiiihiiiii....
HAPPY HOLIDAY ....

在The Gate Cafe做工

2009-10-04T10:49:00.000-07:00

I go back my hometown after my exam
but unfortunately ..
i meet a friend ..
he is a boss in the restaurant
that is a boss in restaurant 'The Gate Cafe'
he ask me wan work in his restaurant during Hari Raya
then i take the job from him ....
the working time is from 3pm until 3am ..
haha so funny leh ...
work until so lated...
after work ...
continue go tea time ...
until 4 o 5 am ...
go a...
wan become ghost lo ...
haha
this is the funny thing done by my gf..<>
the skin of the orange ....
haha
look like snake ...
orange snake...
hahaha

wah .....
so many cake r there....
got black forest, tiramisu , cheese cake also...
wahhhh....
many many cake ar....
i wan eat ...haha

this cake is cheese cake....
n its name is red jelly mix v strawberry island cheese cake...
haha
so delicious

last day as i work in THE CAKE CAFE restaurant...
i take photo v my manager ....
so old men ...
haha
he haven married o ...
who wan interest some 1 girl 2 him ...
hahaha

haha.....
1 more picture as i take v the boss ...
that is my friend that i meet him ....
n ask my help that 1 lo ...
haha
but nvm la...sweet memory ma...
hahaha
say YEAH!!!!!

Pizza的一天

2009-10-04T10:12:00.000-07:00

Hahaha...
i go eat pizza lo ....
so good ar....
hahahaha....
go v my girl friend ...
<<<>>>
because she very like eat pizza...
n she long time didn't eat pizza lo ...
somemore i take the pic lo ...
hihi....

my gf eat 2 pieces ...
then the least i eat ...
my god ...
how 2 eat ...
4 pieces leh....
haha
eat the pizza until i so full ....

pizza pizza pizza ...
i love it ...
haha

Finish Our Last Exam Paper

2009-09-29T02:32:00.000-07:00

Wakakakaka...
finish exam lo...
go gai gai lo ....
haha
1st v decide go jusco .
because khuan chong wan interview some job...
during that time....
v go eat MCD again ....
omg....MCD again...
eat until i full so much...
but i still can't finish at all....

c this food as i can't finish ....
hihi...i put inside khuan chong's car....

then v go time square watch movie....
v watch Final Destination 4.....
3D oo......in GSC
hahaha

inside GSC ...
u guess who is that?

before v enter the GSC ...
v wear the 3D specs take photo...
c v so cool.....
hahahah
so happy

Last Paper for my exam...

2009-09-17T16:58:00.000-07:00

Hahahahaha ......go MCD study again ...
but this time different a bit is v go the MCD at Ampang ...
very far leh ....
hihihihihihihi.....
last paper for my exam.....
ADIS.....(Analysis and design for information system)
the name of the exam paper also long like that....
haiz....
dun know y ....
no mood at all....
study again ....
very tired....
because aldy go finish 4 hard exam paper...
until now ......
tis paper ....
all is theory part ...omg ...answer depend ur knowledge 1....

until half study ...
v go out take photo le...
see the 2 ghost behide of me....
i taking photo ...also wan kacao me ...
anywhere....la
suddenly i found another ghost sleepng ...
wear white jacket 1
hahaha...
he dun knw i taking his photo ....
but nvm....when he view my blog...
he will knw that ...
wakakaka

some more i also found that 2 ghost watching the TV .....
that is xai xuan and teak en ....2 big ghost...
haha...
ask u all come MCD study ....
tell me study until no mood ....
then come out watch foot ball ....
haha
actually i also hv watch ...
i am the 1st 1 watch that ....
hahahha
because i also study until no mood ar...
haha Orrrrr.....
wahhhhh.....
gooooooooooo.....
hahaaaaaa
foot ball....