Friday, August 20, 2010

你们讲得出,我做到

我想在这里澄清一些事情
在我们第一次吵架时
你还记得你说过的话吗?

我说:“我两年来所做的都是白费的!”
你说:“我忍你很久了,我们不需要你的关心,不需要你的帮忙,不需要你的帮助!”

你们一定记得的,我是记得很清楚。。。
你们讲得出,我做得到

现在我不帮你们,你们返回来骂我?

当初我们有讨论谁当leader吗?〉〉没有
当初我有说我们一定要同一组吗?〉〉没有
当初你们有告诉我你们有问题吗?〉〉没有

我每次都有问你们,做到怎样??有什么问题??你们也没告诉我
我说我不要帮你们,难道我就真的没有帮你们?
我尝试告诉老师,你们是用.NET Framework 4.0
我用的事.NET Framework 3.5
你们用window,我用Form
所以我们combine不到,combine到也会有error。。。
老师也告诉我,那是一定的。。。我帮你们解释给老师听我们的问题。。。
yup ck 也有在当场,issac 也有。。。penang 那一班都有在场
他们都有听到。。。。
我没有帮你们,我见死不救,你们叫tingwei帮忙 combine的assignment
我的part完全run不到。。。还有你们有尝试跟老师解释我们的问题吗?
你们还不是一样对我见死不救
到最后我也是叫你们用你们那个assignment
我有坚持一定要用我的吗?没有咯。
我不帮你们。。。。如果我帮你们。。。。谁来帮我
我又不是讲我已经做完了,不要帮你们
我自己也还没有做完阿,我要怎样帮?

而且又是你们之前叫我不用帮你们。。。
你们说你们不需要我的帮忙。。。。

我不是要和你们吵架。。。
我只是要澄清一些东西而已。。。。

Final Exam coming soon

finally the final exam was coming ....
a bit scare ...around 12 exam papers....
haha, never take it so much as last time
even SPM also juz 11 papers....
now this time gg lo......
haha how to settle it down leh ....
totally blank in my mind
since i didnt scare others subject
just worry the theory of interest
because i juz attend the class around 2 o 3 time only
how ne always keep skip class....haha
a bit regret jor
never listen his lecture class
even attend his class also sleep in the class
KNS le ...tis time gg+99 le...haha
still can laugh until now....not bad wat.....
any how i laugh mean i very worry it lo
because aldy like crazy guy le
tis time i hope i can score the mark as high as i can
i will try my best to arrange the time to study
however still no mood to study yet
in my mind the "playing" still turn around and around
TMD, go away from me leh
i wan study le...hihi
til now i juz notice that i got a lot of things need to study as soon
i juz think a few nia
after i taken out all my notes...
juz know got 6cm long thick lo
omg, i think i wan burn it and mix in the water then drink it
as i will memories more and more .....
how how how ....keep asking how
no choice juz keep study study and study
that is no time for me to keep asking how le
is the time for me study now....because
juz leave 3 o 4 days nia
scare scare...worry worry ...kns kns ....gg gg ....
hahahaha....

p/s: didi, gambateh in ur exam ......and good luck lolz...haha

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Thx to my brother "干弟弟" Ah wee

ah wee....thx a lot to u ...
thx for ur concern
this few days i really so emo
hope u can understand v me
since i also need give apologize to u and jie jie han wei
show that bad emo in front of u all
haha...dun worry la ...i am not so angry in that time
because i had forgot everything
in that time y i suddenly keep quite
is because i remember that i got a lot of things
haven done yet, i still try find some ways to make it complete
so feel the pressure suddenly come v me
so damn bad mood on that time
hope didi and han wei can forgive me la
however i also thx to both of u accompany me take the dinner
i very happy i get this kind of brother and sister
besides that i wont bother both of u anymore
because i wont think it anymore and wont care about it also
i wanna be alone now....hope u can understand me
i will try some ways to let me relax and concentrate at my study
since the exam was coming soon ...
wish u both can score the final exam very well
and good luck for both of u ....hihi (^>^)

这一天

今天又是我没睡觉的一天
我不懂为什么
我就是喜欢三更半夜不睡觉
或许我就是这样的一个人
这几天我都是一个人的在过日子
有时会回想起我们以前的日子
有多么快乐
没有烦恼
就每一天都在想明天要去那里玩
明天有什么节目
明天要做什么好呢
往往都会很期待明天的到来
不懂何时开始我身边的朋友
开始远离我
走的走
做工的做工
不讲话的不讲话
读书的读书
就开始觉得我又变回之前的我
或许我真的是坏人
我的生命注定是不会有好朋友的
哈哈,讲到这里,我想你们都好开心吧
无论我怎样都好,你们也不会怎样
就哈哈的带过咯
人总会成长吧
我不会像以前把朋友看到那么的深
有可能是我的一厢情愿当你们是朋友
你们也不一定会把我当成朋友
我在这里向我的那些朋友道歉
如果我有什么做到很过分的事情
我只能对你们说对不起
我真的不是一个好人
往往跟我做朋友的人
都不会好过到去那里,哈哈
我不是怪你们
因为问题出在我身上,不是你们的错
是我的错
或许我真的不该来这里读书
帮你们弄得很生气
很不爽我
算啦,我不理啦。。
如果你们真的不爽我
你们可以选择不要再跟我做朋友
我不会怎样,我只能说一句
谢谢你
因为你,我的生活都很精彩
从今天开始我就要做回我自己拉
单独的一个人
我不会再理你们的事情了
但我希望就是如果你们不喜欢我
你们可以当面告诉我
我不希望有人在我背后说我的坏话
然而我也没说你们的坏话
希望你们可以尊敬我
我也是有妈妈生的
当然我也懂你们也是有妈妈生的
既然不要跟我做朋友的你们,希望你们可以尊敬我
因为我也会像你们尊敬我一样的去尊敬你们
如果你们还是喜欢这样做的话
我无话可说
我也不理啦,你们喜欢怎样讲我你们喜欢啦。。。
甚至你们要到处去唱我也好啦。。
我也算了,哈哈

p/s 还有就是在说我之前最好要有证据才讲我
没有实际的证据,拜托你们啦,这样我会笑死。。。。

Final exam was coming~~~~~

The final exam was coming ...
no wonder how ...i very worry about it
because i am not confidence as last time
what can i do ne
my brain totally blank
after the exam time table come out
just notice that i got 6 subjects
then separate in external and internal exam papers
so that i got 12 exam papers need to exam
however i had know that
but suddenly come out that time table
i cant accept on time
haha may be this is my first time i taking so many papers
however i need to start my revision right now
because i know that is not enough time for me
beside that i keep skip my lecture class
so sometime what the tutor and lecturer teach
i really dun understand at all
this time i got the exam papers include
theory of interest, applied statistics, internet programming,
object-oriented analysis and design, english for profession,
and the last 1 is psychology ...
walao ...so many leh ....how how how
that is no how to me ...
is must to force me to study about those i mention above
furthermore i still got 2 presentations, 2 assignments, 1 tests...
after 2 weeks was exam
now still rushing the assignment
because haven start at all...
i know this time really gg already
so i will try to arrange my time to prepare it
i dun wan last minute
hann...gambateh u can do it
this is what i hear from my friends in this few days
haha, i know i will do that
because i am no choice to do it ...
i must do it
some more i hope all my friend can do well in exam
especially hui wen
try to relax more
dun give so much of pressure on u
dun worry be happy
this is what i always keep in my mind
trust yourself , u can do it ...right ...haha
+U +U +U +U +U +U +U

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這是妳離開的第三個星期六
麵包我吃了兩口 啤酒還剩半手
香菸我還是一包接一包地抽
妳搬走了以後
我還會常常在妳住的公寓底下
等妳下樓

現在是凌晨三點鐘 喝了點酒頭有點痛
寂寞的煙點燃空虛的夜 暫時把心放空

妳晾的床單忘了收 沒燙的襯衫有點皺
明天開始我將如何面對 沒有妳的以後

那些美好的畫面反複在播送
但心破碎了之後 要怎麼去拼湊

Baby Baby Love can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻 話說得太重
所有的情節都失控

Baby Baby Love should be so beautiful
妳給的太多 現在我才懂
只有煙和酒陪伴的 凌晨三點鐘

現在是凌晨三點鐘
喝了點酒頭有點痛
你晾的床單忘了收
沒燙的襯衫有點皺
明天開始我將如何面對
沒有妳的以後

凌亂的房間裡頭還留著妳的香味
怎麼也戒不掉妳獨特的笑容
如果時鐘倒著走 我不會再讓妳走
有些事情要絕望到底才能看的透